The day you wake up wishing you weren't alive wishing you didn't wake those days can go from bad to happy or from
Just being grumpy when you wake up to being fine but for some people it goes deeper than that some people it gets bad if feel like there numb have no emotion and sometimes it gets really bad from lasting a few minutes to lasting much longer and this is what I call a blank,episodes are different after an episode you tend not to remember anything but sometimes you'll wake up to feel nothing at all or you just do not. Wanna leave but also there's points to where people make it worse and horrible and depression feels like it gets worse and worse sometimes leading to you hurting yourself witch mean hurting others but it could lead to many other mentally problems that are bad but also remember you are strong you can beat this
