Jealousy | VKOOK

It hurts but I forgive you

"Hello my love" Taehyung said as he showed Jungkook the flowers he bought him.

Jungkook wanted to cry. He missed all of this. Their little dates, times like this felt so great. He wasn't able to spend time with him because of how busy Taehyung was with work. " Hello babe" Jungkook smiled and gave a sweet kiss to his lover. Those lips he missed so much.

"Hello my princess, I bought you this flowers. They're beautiful but not as beautiful as you honey bum" Taehyung smirk knowing that Jungkook would be blushing right now.

" I prepared all of this with all my heart Tae-tae, I hope you will enjoy" Jungkook was a little nervous. Maybe because they haven't have a small date for a while and he worries that everything would fail.

" Don't worry my love, I'm sure I wold like everything. You are such a great cooker that I'm sure I would love your food. Baby I know we haven't had a proper talk because of the amount of time I'm putting into my career but baby I want you to wait for me, I want you to trust me. I know we have had problems with this guy that recently joined the company."

"Taehyung can you tell me about him. What actually happened between you guys.." He ask more like wisher. He was afraid of Taehyung getting mad because he's asking about Jeonghan. But to his surprise he didn't got mad he agree on telling Jungkook all the truth and only the truth.

Jungkook and Taehyung were now sitting on their couch looking at each other. Both staring at each others eyes with love. Both were quiet eyes speaking with so much love that both have for each other. After a while Taehyung began speaking. " Jeonghan for me its just a friend. When he first came into the company crying because he was scared to fail the audition I helped him practice and gave him an advice on how to remember his lines. After his audition he came to me and told me the good news that he got accepted. I felt happy for him he made it. He was so thankful that I helped him. He told me without me he wouldn't make it and gave me a hug.."

Jungkook at this point was upset and jeleous. He's imagining how Jeonghan would be acting with Taehyung. He feels jeleous because another guy is hugging his boyfriend.

" He then asked me if it was okay for us to go out for coffee. He wanted to pay me some how and at first I wanted to denied his offer but I know he just wanted to show how thankful he was with me so I accepted his offer.." Taehyung said with a low voice. He is upset because he lied to his lover.

" When did this coffee thing actually happened?" Jungkook asked. He does not remember Taehyung telling him he was going out with someone for coffee.

Taehyung looked down, he's feeling ashamed of himself. "Actually it happened that day I told you that I was getting home late and I told you not to wait for me.." Taehyung's heart was racing so hard at this moment. He has just broken the secret he wanted to keep away from his lover. It hurts him so much but he wants to be honest with Jungkook even if it ends up hurting him as well.

Jungkook was taken a back from what he just heard. " You lied to me Tae? Why?" Jungkook was holding his tears, he didn't wanted to cry, he was tired of crying. He is hurt, badly.

"Baby, I'm sorry I lied to you. But ever since you saw my messages with him I was scared you would get mad at me. I didn't wanted you to feel hurt. I know it was a bad mistake from my side but I was just lost at the moment. I was feeling pressure, upset, and frustrated because I had trouble with my scripts. I didn't seemed to remember all my lines that I just wanted a break from everything. I know I should of told you before but I did had a good time talking to him. It helped me feel better. I actually enjoyed having his presence around me..."

Jungkook's heart has just exploded in million pieces. Those last words made everything worst. He was now crying. He couldn't do nothing about it. Taehyung saw Jungkook crying so he decided to hug him. Jungkook didn't bother to do anything. He let Taehyungg hug him.

Now Taehyung crying made Jungkook even more sad. "Baby, I love you so much, only you. Please forgive me for everything. Forgive me because of me I hurt you. Because of me you cried yourself to sleep, because of me you felt lonely, because of me you never felt happy, because of me you're..you're crying right now..Im sorry because I'm such a bad boyfriend..." Taehyung at this point is sobbing. He's sobbing so hard because he's hurt. He caused all of this, he caused Jungkook's sadness and he can't forgive himself for all the bad mistakes he's done. Jungkook is sobbing really hard. He's crying because Taehyung is crying. He's crying because Taehyung is blaming himself for everything. Even though, it was kind of his fault, he understands why Taehyung was feeling like this. He knew taehyung was feeling so pressure that everything for him was hard to handle by himself. He loves Taehyung so much that it hurts him seeing like this, all broken. While Taehyung was busy working he actually visited Jimin quite a few. They both turned to be good friends. Jimin also being part of the entertainment industry understood Taehyung so much. Jimin had told him that he would skips meals just to practice more, he would sleep less and stay up all days working on his goal. He felt so pressured that he was going through depression, but lucky for him his mom always reassured him that he is a good dancer. She got him out of depression and all of those bad habits he tend to do. After some while, he became one of the good dancers in the company. He practiced a lot but made sure to eat to stay healthy. And now with Taehyung he understands him so well. He must of feel so lonely and so upset but didn't told me because he didn't wanted me to feel upset. He didn't wanted me to worried so he faked his smile. He faked everything for me to be happy.

"Baby I forgive you, I love you so much. Tae, I know I wasn't there for you when you were feeling down but I know it wasn't easy for you to handle everything for yourself. I understand how you were feeling at that time. At first, I did feel hurt because of that guy Jeonghan but after you telling me what you been going through, it made me realize that all you were doing is protecting me. You wanted me to be happy so you kept all of that away from me. I will tell you that I was hurt when that guy texted you that night, I kept thinking that you didn't love me anymore. But now I know you always did. Im happy you told me all of this, I'm happy you're mine Taehyung.

Both were now kissing each other. Both were feeling so much happiness that they just wanted to have each other for ever. Their kisses were sloppy but it didn't bother them. They just wanted to be in each other arms. Their kiss soon turned into a lust kiss. Both wanted each others love.

"Baby how about we continue this upstairs" was all Taehyung spoke.

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FINALLY UPDATED GUYS! THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT. IM ACTUALLY WRITING THIS ON MY laptop SO EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES. ENJOY!XOXO