fallingforyou

// F O U R //

// F O U R //

"Hey" George waved at his friends.

They remained quiet. "Oh right, this is Ma-Matty right ?" he looked puzzled. "yeah yeah matty, Mathew, Matt, Truman. Same shit" i assured him. "Meet Ross and Adam" George pointed at them. They didn't seem like proper friends, they look kinda awkward together. Adam looked too smart and Ross looked like he rather be playing video games and George well he looks like he belongs in the next Vogue Issue next to Cara Delevigne. And I felt like i belonged no where. Not until George pulled out a blunt. "No way!" I said a little too excited. George looked at me funny, "Don't tell me you have never smoked or seen one?". "Fuck yes i have seen one and believe me this is just something to keep me moving everyday!" i assured him. " I do a lot more then just weed" Then realizing i had said too much. There was an awkward pause until ross asked "So are we lighting it that shit up or not?!" We all took one puff each in order.

"So do you do anything else besides weed?" i asked them feeling curios. "Adam barely does weed, Ross enjoys smoking & weed.And I have tried cocaine at some parties but that's it" he said. "Oh" was my only response, i wasn't about to tell them weed wasn't the only thing that kept me going. I was slowly becoming a drug addict but why should i try to stop it when the only thing i want it is to stop living. My life was a complete nightmare and nothing could keep me numb like drugs did. No one could help me and i wouldn't let them either.

*Bell Rings*

Fuck. I was too high and i honestly didn't feel like staying in school any longer. I made my way to exit the school when i saw Gemma crying in the parking lot. She was alone and curled up on the ground. I was high and i didn't want her to ever see me like this but i also didn't want to leave her like that. Shit what do i do?! "Gemma?" i asked her softly. She didn't seem to hear me or didn't want to talk to me. I read some where to never ask someone if they're okay because obviously they aren't, so i didn't ask her that. "Gemma it's me Matty, what happened ?" i asked concerned. She wiped her tears with her shirt and finally looked at me. I looked into her eyes and i saw pain. I sat down next to her and then didn't know what to do or what to say afterwards. "If you don't want to talk about -" then unexpectedly she hugged me and told me to be quiet. Then i understood her, finally. She just wanted someone to be there. And maybe if i wasn't fucking high i would actually be able to help her and make her feel better.

After a couple of minutes i told her, "Gemma i don't mean to sound like i don't want to be here but i think it's best if well we get out of here. The school security might see us and make us go to class." i said rubbing her back and feeling my shirt kinda wet from all her tears. "Um, yeah okay. You're right" She said beginning to get up. Then she started walking away and i ran after her. " Wait you can't be alone, like this come on i'll take you to my car." She turned around and agreed. I opened the door so she could get in. "Th-anks" barely speaking right. I wondered what happened. Did Mark break up with her or did she get some bad news. I couldn't help but to look at her with sadness.

*So this chapter is kinda random because i literally wrote it as i went along, but i think it's pretty decent :) So i know Gemma and Matty in real life aren't together anymore but since they were together back when i first discovered the band and i grew to love them and they became my otp and gosh i remember when gemma would upload cute selfies of them on instagram. My heart is still recovering from that break up but things happen and people change. So in honor of that beautiful relationship i'm going to keep them as a couple on this fan fic as well. So please no hate! *