After somewhat addressing the comments and the hate I invited Allie over to my house so I would have company. She arrived about half an hour later. We didn't really have anything planned to do so we just watched some Netflix. The comments of the vlog and on Instagram is still getting to me, why can't I just forget about it? Anyways I guessed she could tell something was on my mind because she paused the TV and spoke up,
"Charles please tell me what is going on, I'm your girlfriend, you can tell me."
"I-It's the hate on the vlogs, I'm getting really worked up about people commenting crap about us and about the divorce. Also the chemo is making it worse."
I said to her all choked up.
She leaned in towards me, kissed me and told me it was going to be alright. She lay with her head snuggled up to my shoulder and we watched the rest of our movie. Something about that made me feel way better. Since it was only about lunchtime we went on a golf cart ride with the dogs. We stopped at this place in the neighbourhood, it's kinda like being in the forest. I grabbed my phone to go on Instagram but Allie grabbed it from me, she told me to not look at it as it will only make it worse. I guess she was right, I was just starting to forget about it all.
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Words Still Hurt - A CTFxC FanFiction
RandomThis story is written to be as if Charles {CTFxC} is writing it. It has his thoughts about the hate and is more in the style of a diary.
