HAEUNS POV
I am upset.
I just am upset.
Even though he's not really my boyfriend.
I'm just upset for no reason!
He is not my boyfriend!
"Haeun are you okay?" Taehyung asks as we turn around to walk away "I'm going to ask my brother to pick me up.." I say "Haeun are you okay? I mean.." he says "Sorry of course you're not okay" he says, it wasn't logical for me to get upset because of this. He wasn't my boyfriend and I'm upset. "Can I call my brother for a moment?" I ask and he nods "Thank you Taehyung by the way.." I say "For what?" he asks confused "Just staying by my side" I say and he smiles "Goodbye? I guess" he says "Goodbye" I say and I call my brother.
Yoongi: "What is it Haeun?" he asks he picked up.. For the first time
Haeun: "Can you please pick me up.. I want to sleep at your house even if it's the couch" I say
Yoongi: "Send me address I'll come right now" he says he hangs up and I send the address
I was upset.
And didn't even realize I was crying.
"Hey are you okay?" someone asks it was Seok-Jin
"Yes" I say
"You know you're not good at lying.." he says
"Yeah" I say "But why not trying maybe it'll work someday" I say
"I'm sorry for Namjoon" he says
"He's not even my boyfriend so why being sorry?" I ask
"Because I know you love him" he says.
"It doesn't matter I'll be living with him some months and then I'll be gone when his father doesn't need me anymore" I say "You still don't know why you are actually living with him.." Seok-Jin whispers "Why am I?" I ask.
"Nothing" he says "I'll say that your brother had an emergency and that you had to go and stay with him, how many days are you going to be away?" Seok-Jin asks "Just one night" I say and he nods.
"Thanks Seok-Jin" I say "Call me Jin" he says and I nod and see my brother his car "My brother is here, I got to go" I say we say goodbye and I go in the car.
"What happened?" Yoongi immediately asks "Nothing" I say "You never cried for something else, then Hoseok, or that I stole your phone to read your texts with Hoseok" Yoongi says.
"Or our parents, or that you didn't get food when you was like 0 years old" Yoongi continues.
"Its nothing" I say "Don't fucking lie to your oppa" Yoongi says "Sorry.." I say "I don't know why I am crying! I'm just upset for no reason! Namjoon isn't my boyfriend so why would I get upset because he kissed somebody?" I ask "Because you love him" Yoongi answers.
"I see the way you look at him! Its not like you looked at Hoseok it was way more, that's why you are crying and upset" Yoongi says "And tomorrow I'm going to kill Namjoon" he says "I don't know if you're serious or not" I say
"I am" Yoongi answers.
I'm honestly scared he would literally kill someone if they really did something bad, but Namjoon did nothing bad..
"Come in there is someone else anyway that boy Jungkook, His parents should look out for him a bit more because I found him drunk, crying his eyeballs out, and he fell asleep somewhere on the street I don't know why I'm being nice for this brat but okay" Yoongi says I sigh and look at Jungkook,
What would he been going through if he was a mess like that?
His problems are way bigger than mine.. But he still sleeps on the couch.. Poor boy
"Sleep in the guest room get some rest I'll sleep too" he says "Do you still have clothes from me?" I ask "Yeah its in the guest closet" he says "Thank you" I say and he nods I go to the guest room and grab a shirt and a short, wear them I put the dress in the closet and go sleep.
I wake up I look at the clack 2 pm?! How long did I sleep?! I brush my hair fast and make it into a ponytail, I grab a yellow hoodie, somehow I have only hoodies. And so I grab a black pair of jeans.
I walk to the living room and see Jungkook and Yoongi eating still wear a week ago they were rivals but look at them now I see them smiling and eating together, until Yoongi notices me "I'm going back.. Thank you Yoongi- oppa" I say and he nods "Call me if you need help again!" he says "Yeah I will" I say and walk out I could easily go walking to the house.
It is just 15 minutes walking.
After indeed 15 minutes walking I'm at the house and I knock on the door I don't know if I'm welcome anymore because I ditched my job yesterday.
"Hey Soojin" I say I see Soojin opening the door and she smiles "Ah ms. Min!" she says happy and lets me in "It is Haeun.." I say and she nods a bit she wasn't comfortable I think with calling me by name, not that I was because I am not comfortable with that too "I'm going to my room" I say "That is okay Haeun.." she says and I walk towards my room. And fall on my bed.
It is comfortable.
Until I get bad thoughts about myself
"I am stupid" I say loud up and chuckle "For even believing that he would fall for me" I say and chuckle again standing up from my bed "I am nothing compared to him" I say grabbing a glass from my night stand "Dumb and stupid for even thinking about it!" I say frustrated and throw a glass to the wall.
"Stop with saying that kind of things" a voice says.
I just hoped it was Namjoon.
But it wasn't.
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