Not-so-Secret Crush

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Dear not-so-secret crush,

You mean everything to me. I can't stop thinking about you. I don't know if you can tell; you probably can. But that doesn't mean I think your perfect. You are far from it. You've done some inconsiderate things to me-asking me to get your ex back, talking about girls to me, telling me how you're still involved with your ex. Those things really hurt my feelings. Here I am, giving you all of me for you and all you do is throw it away in return. Don't I mean something to you? Because I know we're not friends. We're something entirely different; something I don't know quite yet. I don't know how you feel about me but I know how I feel. I want you. I want all of you-your sins, your perfections, your insecurities, everything. And I will share all of those with you. All you have to do is tell me. But I need to know. You can't hug me or hold my hand and then leave in the dark. I'm saying all of this in writing because I don't know how to verbalize my feelings. Emotionally, I'm standing on the edge of an iceberg. Please don't break my heart, but if that's what you have to do then do it.

Sincerely,
Me