YouTuber One-Shots

-McCreamy-X-Zzzuckles-

-Song-
-Anxiety-
-Blackbear-
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I had people tell me
It's all in your head,
Do you honestly
Think
I wanna feel this way?

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Calming Voice
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First person
Jay
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Bromance
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I sit on the couch in the apartment I choose to share with Mason.

He's off in his room alone doing god knows what.

I scroll through Instagram and smile at the abundance of positive comments on my 'Face Reveal'.

But one stands out to me 'So this is the retard behind the over-edited youtube videos to make his clips look better than they actually are.'

I sigh and turn off my phone and tose it off to the side if the room.

Getting up I walk down the hall only to take a wiff of the intoxicating smell of weed coming from Masons room.

Opening the door I see a very scared looking Mason, tears stain his cheeks as he sits huddled on his bed.

"Whats wrong Mas?" I ask.

"I feel worthless.. I don't matter.. I'm gonna die anyway so why do you guys keep me around..." tears fall down his cheeks and off his face.

"Im scared Jay... I don't want you to forget about me.... Even if I am a fuck up.." He looks down to his lap and I sit next to him and rub his back.

He lays down and I stay beside him.

"Ill never forget about you Mas.. ever," I lean back against the wall.

"Every time you cross my mind you get right under my skin...

Am I crazy out my mind this, a sad situation I'm in..?

And it gets harder just to breathe, Feel like the walls are closing in...

But all I need is some closure...

I can't eat I can't sleep I get anxiety..

When you're not here with me I get anxiety..

I can't eat I can't sleep don't know why you can't see..

You give me you give me give me anxiety.." looking down beside me I see Mason fast asleep.

"Works every time.."