You made a promise but didn't keep it.
And I'm left here waiting for that promise to become my reality
The days pass and that promise is just slipping away
But I still wait because I hope
But what do I hope for?
A future that will never come
A love that will never be
A life we will never live
And finally it hits me.It was an empty promise, nothing but words put together saying what I wanted to hear.
But you never meant any of this,did you?
So I move on and learn how tobe myself again just so you come again and feed me all those beautiful lies
Lies I love to hear
Lies I need to hear
Lies I want to believe
And in the end I do believe them and I forgive you.
Then you do it again
You walk out of my life as if it is as easy as to cross the street
And here I am again
Heartbroken
Empty
Waiting for that "love" that will never come
Waiting for you knowing you're never coming back
But I hope...I still hope because that's just who I am
I don'tgive up to people
I don't want to give up, I want to have hope
I need to have hope.
But the days pass and they become weeks and months
And you show up, just like that,so you can mess with my life again
And I partly let you
But I'm different this time
I know what you want from me and I'm not gonna give it to you
This time I'm the one to leave
And it hurts so freaking much but it's the right thing to do,isn't it?
Life gets better
Months pass
And there you are again for a last show.
You must really enjoy it, coming in and getting out og my life,like a game
Like the season, coming and then going away again and again
You, oh you...if you were a season you would be winter
Life with you might have been warm and happy like the summer, but there's a storm hidden in you.A storm that destroys everything and brings the chaos
Winter...everything dies in winter.Everything turnes to grey.Everything fades
So did I.Well at least a piece of me
Ooh this time you claim you're different
This time you desperately want me to believe you
You say you're sorry but are you?
You say you want me but do you?
You may do and you know I do and you're counting on hat
I must admit there was a moment -a really long moment- i believed you and you got me thinking:
Does it worth it?
Maybe,maybe not.
Do you worth it?
Maybe,maybe not.
Do I want to worth it?
A hundred times yes.
Do you want to worth it?
Who knows?Maybe not even you.
I think about it...
I think about you...a lot...
What have you done to me anyway?
Why are you the only one I can't get out of my head?
Of course I don't expect an answer
That would be stupid...just like me waiting for you,hoping...
But I finally know
You don't give a damn
God I should have known
So no, I won't wait for you
You clarified yourself.
But still...
I hope...
Why do I still hope?
Why I don't hate you?
Why I can't hate you?
Maybe that's just who I am, a girl with hope
Hope for Romance
Hope for Love
Hope for Herself
Hope for You
Hope to be Saved
HOPE...a blessing and a curse, isn't it?
When every part of me is trying to forget you there's this voice
"Wait..." it says
Can you hear it?No you can't
But I can
"Wait..." like a whisper
And once again I -hopelessly- wait
Waiting for you -as always.
Waiting for that promise to come alive, even if I know it never will.
But I wait...
And you?You have forgotten...
But I wait...
That felling you give -used to give me- meant everything
Means everything
But you're gone
And I'm left here, with that felling reminding me every moment,every word,every touch,every kiss...
But you're gone and God knows if you'll ever show up again
And God knows how I'm dying to kiss you...
But you're gone
And I'm here waiting,hoping,dreaming...
Dreams are powerfull,believe me I know
In dreams we did everything we didn't in reality,
Because you're gone...
But hey, I'm still here,
HOPING...
~Stel~
