IS HE REALLY THE ONE?

Part 8

Nia 

while Kevin was talking to me my whole body felt numb i can't believe my mother never told me this she had me thinking it was his fault and he didn't want to take care of me i don't know if i should forgive either of them because they wasn't thinking about my feelings and how it would effect me now its too late to try to fix it im already damaged enough august rub the top of my hand smoothing me because i was so ready to go and he knew it i looked at my dad and thought i might as well forgive him he seems sincere i know its to fast and all but i needed the  closure from him and i got it i opened my mouth and said "i forgive you"

 kevin not because you told me to because i know that you wanted to be in my life and she took that away from i dont how to feel about this situation but im glad we came together to resolve this and august i thank you for making this happen because i would've never knew who and where my dad was if it wasnt for you i can finally stop searching and we can try and gain a relationship even though its going to be weird since im all grown up now but we cant knock til we try it i said  yeah you're right kevin said and with that he got up and gave me hug 

kevin (nia father) 

wassup y'all my name is Kevin ryan lions my nia dad i know you guys are probably like "he doesn't deserve to have his own pov but i just  want to tell y'all what went down with nia's mother and i 19 years ago i was deep in the streets i was the hottest nigga on the block i had girls coming at me left and right niggas was hating on me trying to take me out n shit so i had to stay on my grind

 one day i met this beautiful girl monae she gave me a rough time because she thought all i wanted to do was fuck which was true but 3 weeks after we met i couldn't get her off my mind not once i didn't know was it was i saw her outside with her friends one day i called her name she looked  up and smiled and i told her to come here she came over and asked could she come which was understandable it was hot as hell that day we sat on the couch watching tv and she came out saying how she liked me but she didnt think i liked her cuz i was a hoe back then

 i looked at her and said actually monae i do like you she smiled and turned her head look at me i want you to give me a chance monae she nodded her head and said "okay "look baby girl im new to this relationship thing so ima need you to hold me down whenever just know im not going to hurt you any shape or form i told i got you kevin forever and always i grabbed her face and kissed her we were interrupted by her mom calling her name from outside i gotta im going to call you later boyfriend she said smiling okay girlfriend i said watching her leave out the door and from that day everything changed

 i was really head over hill for this girl and she was acting real distant (he took her virginity a couple days after they made it official ok)   i know i didn't do anything to hurt her i decided to go to her house to see what was wrong i knocked on the door and her mother answered hey kevin he ms. jones is monae here? i asked oh yes come on in she up in her room and with that i headed up stairs i knocked on her door no answered i went ahead and opened her door to see her on her bed crying whats wrong baby i said she looked at me and said how could you be so reckless

 i was confused as hell what is she talking about i thought she looked up at me and threw a pregnancy test at me i read it and it said positive are you serious i asked her why would i be playing she said idk but we gone get through this is i told her 2 weeks after that i got a call from an unknown number telling me to watch my back i shook it off because niggas know not to play with me then monae called telling me hurry and get to her house i sped down the street to see what was going on

 i pulled up to see her front door opening i walked in and seen some niggas going up stairs i followed quietly and saw her talking to them saying "once get her ima lead him upstairs and try to have sex with him so he can get on top and i want you to come from the bathroom and shoot him in the head my hurt stung when i heard that she been plotting on me the whole time

 i busted in and shot ole boy in the head and aimed it at her so you setting me up i asked her no baby no its not what it look like shit i know you lucky you carrying my seed if not i would've blasted yo ass im sorry she  cried out you a stupid bitch we done with that i walked out and ever since that day i haven't talked to her physical but i did try to contact to the day nia was born and she told me to go to hell im not seeing her and after that i gave up so the story she told nia is false and im going to get to the bottom of this sooner or later 

yall im really on a roll im proud of myself