Never Be 》Luke Hemmings *ON HOLD*

Never Be || Luke Hemmings

Luke

Have you ever felt about making a wrong decision or making a wrong move in life that you just wanted to go back and start it all over again then this time make it right? Well I do. I wanna go back to that day and make things right. I know people these days regret everything in life when they did something wrong. I just want to make things right this time if I ever did had a chance.

I wanna go back to the day when I asked her out. When we had our first fight. When I proposed to her but didn't showed up on the wedding day. I'm such an idiot for not going to our wedding day. I didn't know why I drank too much the night before our wedding- I'm such a disgrace to her family. Even my family hates me for being drunk that night- and so are the lads.

Right now- here I am making my baby to stop crying. Yes, my baby- I am not married, yet, but I got a girl pregnant- and I am taking care of our baby. No, she's not the girl I wanted to be with right now. This girl I am with now was the one I had sex with when I was drunk the day before the wedding. Her name is Acacia Brinley, the one I had sex with. I regret that- I wasn't expecting that we both will have sex and I didn't brought a condom and I am stupid for that and now look what we got. A baby, actually this is the third baby we have.

Third, yep, that's right. Our first child is now 9 years old, second child is 6 and now the baby is 2 years young. I wasn't planning to have sex with her and make new babies but seriously what is Acacia doing with me?! I wanted to leave Acacia but I'm thinking of the sake of our children. I wish Riley Johnson was Acacia Brinley.

Riley was the one who I wanted to marry for a long time now. I swear I didn't cheated on her except the day before the wedding. I loved her for who she is and I still do- I wish I didn't drunk too much that day. I wish I could go back and replay everything all over again.

I'm 35 years old right now- not touring anymore. Disband the past 17 years after the incident happened. I am just living the normal life now with this family of mine. I've been wishing everyday of my life to go back to the start and do it all over again. I work in a office and Acacia works as a teacher. I have a 9 year old son named Joshua, 6 year old son named Robert and 2 year old daughter named Alexandria.

Alex fell asleep on my arms and my two boys were playing X-Box. Acacia still on school at 3 in the afternoon and I am on my day off. I wish I could see Riley again- I wanna feel her in my arms again, what it feels to have her lips on mine. To cuddle every night in sleep. Goosebumps started to rise on my skin and I saw my 2 sons looking at me and I raised my eyebrows at them.

"Dad, can we go to the playground?" Robert asked as Joshua nod.

A small smile crept onto my mouth and nod, "Okay- change your clothes then we're gonna leave. I'll text your mum later." I said and they cheered that I had to shush them, "Alex is sleeping." I said and they ran to their rooms.

Even though they're my son in Acacia- I still love these kids. Somehow, they're a part of my life and I don't know what to do if I lose this kids. I just want Riley back in my life now and start all over again. Make my mistakes, right. I would die rather than to lose Mabel.

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I was just sitting on a bench with Alex on my hand still asleep. I already texted Acacia that we were in a playground. I was just watching Joshua and Robert playing- running around. Then I saw Robert bumped into another lad. I quickly made my way to where Robert was and help him to stand up.

"Are you okay buddy?" I asked and he nod. I faced the other kid and helped him to stand up, "Are you okay?"

"Yes, thank you." he smiled and I saw a woman running her way towards the boy and I squinted my eyes and couldn't believe who.

"Oh my god, Lucas are you okay?" she asked worried. I pulled a confused look, Lucas? "You're not hurt are you?"

The boy laughed, "No mum, just accidentally bumped into a boy." then he pointed at my son, Robert. And mum? Is this true? She has a son now?"And this man helped me up."

"Thank you-" she stopped mid-sentence when we both had an eye contact. "Luke?" she asked.

I shrugged, "It's good to see you, Riley." I smiled and she still looks exactly the same. Beautiful as she ever was.

"You know each other?" Lucas and Robert asked in unison. Reminds me of my name.

I chuckled, "Yeah." I nod then I saw Acacia from afar waving. "Come on we need to go. Your mum is here. Joshua!" I called and the boys ran to Acacia and hugged their mother.

"I see that you're already married." Riley spoke and I shook my head, "No? Then what's with the family?"

"I am just living in with her. We're not married." I said, "What about you, where's yours?" I asked.

She avoided my gazes and shook her head, "He's at work. You should go now- your family is waiting for you." she exclaimed and I nod.

"You're still beautiful Riley. You haven't changed at all- take care always, okay?" I said then left. I entered the car and saw Acacia and the boys taking selfie.

"Babe, smile!" Acacia said and I did smiled and she captured it. I gave her Alex who was still asleep- damn she's a heavy sleeper. "How long was she sleeping?" she asked.

I started the engine, "For about 2 hours now." I said then drove off.

Riley's face appeared and I couldn't stop thinking about her this time. I want her to want me this way- if I could just rewind everything. I just want her back, that's all I'm asking and I won't ask for another. Just a second chance with Riley is enough. I wanna make things right again. I wish I could find some well and wish there or maybe Magic dust.

Oh who am I kidding, this is all real and I won't be back to Riley's arms again. The truth hurts and as much I am liking this family of mine- I want to go back to Riley. To the first time we met or maybe the day before we met.

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a/n: Hey guys, new fan fic about Lukey boy! Hahaha, yeah!

I know we, 5sos fam, hates Acacia because of what she did. That's why I used her here just for fun- so she would be the one to be the antagonist haha *evil laughs*

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