You: Every single year im drowning in my tears, I'm drowning in my tears again
I can't seem to forget the pain I seem to give
The pain I seem to give, my friend
And every single year
I'm drowning in my tears, I'm drowning in my tears again
I can't seem to forget the pain I seem to give
The pain I seem to give, my friendWoah, oh, woah, oh
Woah, oh, woah, oh
Woah, oh, woah, oh
Woah, oh, woah, oh
Woah, oh, woah, ohAnd every single year
I'm drowning in my tears, I'm drowning in my tears again
I can't seem to forget the pain I seem to give
The pain I seem to give, my friend
Woah, oh
And every single year
I'm drowning. Practily stopping every movement im the room.Yeah, i' d rather be a lover than a fighter, cuz all my life i been fightin, never felt a fweling of comfort, all rhis time i been hidin, and i never asked to calf me down whoa no i so yoused to sharing lovin never gave me a home so i sit here in the silence, i found peaxe in your violence cant tell me theres no point in trying im at one and i been silent for too long oh,
I got up and left with all the girls following me to my place, by a tree in the medow, i sat down amd startong crying, im sorry mother i wasnt strong enough as you punched the tree fiving you imence bloody knuckels. Then you kept punching and puching until you were at the heart of the tree.
Mikasa Pov
I see y/n crying and punchimg the tree so much
Krista PovAfter y/n ran off we all followed him and he said sorry and started to punch the tree
Annie PovFor once I found the sience of fear after every punch he took.
After I was done putting a hole on the tree I dropled to the blood stained grass and cried more.I am teuely drowong in tears.
I said before getting up I didnt want this!!! Whtly dad why!! I will kill you again and again and again! You FUCKUP OlFOR A HUMAN then i dropped to my knees and said she was a I had. Before falling frilom blood loss.
Mikasa Krista Annie: Y/N!!Mikasa carried me back to camp and set be on the infimary bed patched my fists and sat there until i awoken.
You:Mikasa?
She was sleeping fixing the hat you had givin her.
( insteand of a scarf its a hat sorry..)I walked out of the cramped room and vwnt to the gym to punch something. As i walked up pn the gymI walked in puy on knuckel gloves and starting punching and kicking practiceing my jump and other attackes.
Your Pov
As i fi ished i rubbed my h/c hair and walkd out back to the cafiteria
I sat away from everyone in the other side of the room.
Armin came to sit by me
Armin : hows it going bro
You: terribel
Then sasha came by you and asked for your food and u said sure i dont care
Sasha: hes so genourous and kind i think i loke him...
Armin: sasha can u leave please we are having a bro talk, ahe knodded and left.
Armin: sorry
You: for what
Armin : all of this
You: its not your fault its mine i should have jyat ended all of this way back when i saved their mother.
Armin: stop it
You:....
You: your right
And walked away i to the armory and took odm and starting cutting, your arms.
Mikasa: y/n?!?
She walked out and the armory dor was opeb so she decided to check there sure enough the saw you cutting
You: what do you want
Mikasa: You!!
You:...
Mikasa rippes the blade out of your hands and trows it out the door and into the tree about 60 meters away and hugs yu the tightest ever.
Mikasa:lets get those bandaged up and out.
Mikasa: why?
You : you know why
You saw thw hole thing alog with krista and annie.
Mikasa:..how did you know we were 90 feet away
You: remember when my dad said their were super powers.
Mikasa: yeah
You: those were one of them.
Mikasa: oh
Just then annie krista eren and armin ran in.
You: what now
Eren: nothing just came to see how u were doing
You: im good
Well then wjyy did you cut yourself then y/n? Mikasa said
I wanted to see my mom..
The room was silent.
Im okay
Lets gets some rest
everyone: ok
Mikasa: y/n can i sleep with you? She said blushing.Yeah sure
Ok skrry guys it was a depressing chapter bjt that something that happened in my life once.. Anyways cya!!