So I've been stressed out resently because I feel like I'm not good enough for people and my parents put so much pressure like "you better get good grades and take all the high school classes now so in high school you can take collage classes and get straight A's" and I can't handle I feel Like I'm a disappointment and I'm only in middle school! I've gone through like two breakups one which was almost a year and the other like a month and I've been feeling like it's all my fault we didn't work out and I've really close to cutting but my friend keeps talking me out of it. No one knows about the cutting except two people I trust but at school I'm the really funny peppy girl who's always happy but it's all an act on the inside I want to die. I've also been keeping secrets from my whole family because I'm bi but my grandma is a little homophobic and my parents will be like "You dont know what luv is and what you like" but I think I know if I have a crush on a guy and a girl I'm dumb. I feel worthless and a waist of space I just don't feel like I deserve to live sometimes and I'm not good enough for this world. But no one cares anyways so why does it matter. I'm don't ranting for now love y'all I'll hopefully write a new chapter soon bye. Btw sorry if there's typos I'll try to fix it but I'm bad at writing.
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random thoughts about life
Aléatoirethis Is kinda a way to release stress and get things off my chest but no one knows it's me. It's basically a public diary so if you want to read my thoughts and problems here you go
