Only You Can Fill My Void - Yoonkook

Chapter 18

Yoongi pov

I haven't seen him in days and it feels like it's been a eternity. I want to see his face, hear his voice and feel he presents. I don't know why but I need to know what he meant.

Was he just fucking with me or was he just... well I don't know. It's messing with me and I don't like it, it's all I can't think about.

I can't get him out of my mind, WHY!! I don't know if I can deal with this much longer I need to know.

I get out of bed and open my door
'Sniff,sniff' uh? Is someone crying, I look to the left to where the noise was coming from.

Sana? I walk closer to her bedroom door and put my ear to it...

She was definitely crying, should I ask or leave it? Would she tell me even if I tried? Well I guess no harm is done if I try.

"Knock, knock, knock"
"Hey Sana, can I come in" the sniffles stop, she was reluctant to say anything, so I slowly open the door anyway.
"Sana" I say softly, she was sitting at the end off the bed with her face in her hands.

"Hey sis, what's wrong?"

"Nothing!"

"Me and you both know that's not true" I say sternly.

" what do you want me to say then!" She says suddenly angry.

" I want you to tell me what's wrong, okAy. " I say staying calm.

"fine.. just don't go and do something stupid "
I nodded my head letting her know I understood.
" Jungkook dump me..." I open my mouth ready to talk shit I could I not get pissed but... before I could get a word out she stopped me.

"But... I'm not crying because of that, yeah I was upset at first but I'm more worried, I don't think he's in the right state of mind and I have a bad feeling."

"Well um" to be honest I didn't know what to say, I wasn't happy they broke up I was more relieved, I guessed.
" yeah, he hasn't been in contact with anyone for days" she continued. I was reluctant to say it but I did, I guess I need an excuse to see him.

" if you want....I can try to find out something " her eyes brighten she obviously stilled care for him and I could see it. I hated this felling I couldn't describe it and it annoyed me.

To be honest I don't want to got through this just to please my sister, I wanted to talk to him but the look in my eye made me feel like shit.

She suddenly hugs me " thank you opa."

I signed

"Mhmm."

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Sorry for another late update, I'll try to update more.

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