Mydate

Chapter 3

i woke up early in the morning and started with 20 minutes of meditation to start my day.I have read so many books on meditation, watched 1000 of youtube vedio on it, attended some sessions and tried all the methods i come across but could never continue with for more then a week or so.I have always find it to be very difficult. i mean comeon they all say sit in meditiation pose and donot think anything. what the hell. Is it some kind of joke or what. like if you sit still and try not to think about anything, within a minute your mind is gonna bombard you with 100 of thoughts and there goes meditation out of windows. With me once i was trying to medidate and thoughts started to invade my brain and i was avoiding them, trying to fight it and drifted off to somewhere else and soon slept off.Still i needed something to calm my mind so kept trying to find something which will fit with me.

And finally i watched a vedio in which they told to count your breadth in and out while meditating.And here i am trying it. it felt good for a change but lets see how long it will last.

After my meditation i did my daily affirmations to remind myself of how good i am. i am a great fan of late. louid l hay. i love her affirmations, they do work.some of my favorite are                          

Nisha i love you, i really really love you.                                                                                                                You are magnificent.                                                                                                                                                            Today is one of the best day of your life.                                                                                                               Everthing is working out for your heightest good.                                                                                              Whatever you need is know is revealed to you.                                                                                            Whatever you need comes to you.                                                                                                                              All is well.                                                                                                                                                                                  My mind and body know how to heal me as infinite healing is present in me.                                          I am healthy.                                                                                                                                                                            I am respected by everyone in my work environment.                                                                                        I love money and money loves me.                                                                                                                    Money and wealth has crush on me and wants to be with me and loves to be around me.                  My pay is overwhelming and each day i awaken and go to the best high paying job in the world.   I am magnet for success.                                                                                                                                                  I have created the perfect business for myself.                                                                                                        I know my calling and the work i am supposed to do.                                                                                          I love my work and receive perfect pay for it.                                                                                                            There is enough for everyone in this universe and i have enough money, time, property, health, happiness, loyality, wealth, safety,love, respect,Luxury, success and abundance and prosperity.  I am greateful for my growth in my business.                                                                                                            I am greatful for all the people around me for always being there for me. 

Followered by my daily visualization and reading some chapters of good book and cup of juice.That is how i start my day.Full on new found energy and positivity.I got ready and called up veronica if she wanted to come with me to office and we can have girl time and enjoy morning air. I dialled her number and after quite a number of ring princess picked and is all sleepy and grumpy. What do u want nisha, its so early, let me sleep.with that she cut the call.Yup thats right our veronica isn't a morning girl. none the get ready and go to her room with a jug of water and bang, splassed onher. I gets up with murdeous look on her face. if looks could kill i will be 6 feet below the ground."Get up sleepy head and get ready we need to be in office or you plan on calling sick. Oh wait you donot have any more sick leave left and i cannot let you spoil your casual leave on sleep we have  trip planned up princess.Now up up up.I am gonna could till 3 else thee gonna be bucket of water. I start to count 1.....2...... and before i can say 3 she has rushed to bathroom and says "Fuck you nisha" and closed the door with a thud. I shake my head and go to kitchen for making pancakes.I made some extra for veronica as its my turn to cook breakfast. Me and veronoca have pan cakes and get ready to leave.Its a hour journey to our office but its woth the travel with your close friend.As ussual we both head to work and go with the day. Thats how my dat to day life is except for occasilly when veronica drags me to club or for outing.