Chapter 21

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Ross's pov 

''We're calling froom the hospital for Debora Lynch..." I dropped the phone and froze there. Riker waved his hand in my face but I was just looking to nowhere. I felt my legs betray me when Riker helped me move on the couch before I fell on the floor.

"Ok thank you. Yeah We'll be there in a few minutes." I faintly heard Rydel saying. "Ross? Ross! Come on! We're going to the hospital." no reaction from me. I felt her arms around my waist as she whispered something to me. That litle thing that had me wide awake. "Ross, she needs you.."

I nodded and hugged my sister back. "Everyone in their cars now." I said sternly. "I'll come with you Ross." my sister said and I nodded.

We got in the car and I pulled away in a mater of seconds. I'm sure enough that I sped up fast 'cause I heard Rydel say at some point. "It's gonna be ok Ross. No need to get arrested." she placed her hand on my free one and gave it a conforting squeeze.

"Rydel.." I started with a cracked voice..."If anything happened to her or the baby I'll never forgive myself." I gripped the wheel tight making my knuckles white.

In two more minutes I was walking- no scratch that, running to the office to find her room.

"Debora Lynch. please now." I said "Room 235, second floor. You are?"

"Her husband." she nodded and I ran to the stairs. I had no time for elevators. I quickly found the room but before I could get in a doctor stopped me.

"Are you here for Ms. Lynch?" I nodded to her. I found my sister by my side after a second.

"I'm doctor Winter, you're wife had a minor panic attack and..." she stopped and I thought the worst. "I'm really sorry I have to say this but she miscarried. She wont have any problem with making kids though. She's healthy psysically but mentaly... she's damaged. From waht I found she was kidnapped and raped multiple times-" I couldn't hear anything after the word miscarriage exect the gasp from my sister's lips .

The baby is gone... I clenced my fists and shallowed hard letting a tear escape. "Does she know?" I cut off the doctor. "No, She'l wake up in a few minutes so she'll find out I'm afraid." I nodded. "Anyways You should be really carefull with your moves. She's having flashbacks from the raping episodes. I suggest you to take her to see a therapist. Here-" she handed me a card. "The nurse that saved her from massive bleeding is happening to be this kind of therapist. She can come to your house if it's needed. You're allowed to see her and she can leave tomorrow noon. Again I'm really sorry." she said and I nodded. "Go inside Ross, I'll tell the rest the whole thing." Rydel said.

I walked in the Room and my heart ached to the sight. She had a bruise on her head and now her stomach is flat. I sat to the chair next to her . After a minute or so she started flettering her eyes slowly adjasting to the light. She looked at me. "Ross? What happened? Why am I in the hospital?"

My breath was taken away because I had to be the one to tell her that she lost our baby. "You had a panic attack and a nurse walking around saw you and called for help." I grabbed her hand softly but she flinched so I put it on my lap again. "Ross...?" she said with craking voice as she looked at her stomach. I sighed "I'm so sorry baby.." I whispered before she let a loud sob I hugged her shoulders trying to confort her but she pushed me away. I felt my eyes water from her actions. I sighed with my breath shaking. "I'll get Rydel." I said and walked out of the room quickly.

My whole family waited for me but they weren't happy  with my look. "Rydel, go." she nodded and gave me a quick hug before entering the room.

"What happened?"Riker asked me. "She doesn't want me touching her I had to see her break down and couldn't confort her because of that dead douchebag Rony. She has flashbacks from the rapes. I can't take that ." I said hitting the wall with my fist causing a loud bang. "It's going to be ok Ross" my father told me and I cried on his shoulder. The pain is too much to handle.

Rydel's pov

I walked into the room and saw Deb bawling her eyes out. "Hey.." I said quietly not to scare her. "Rydel..!" she cried and opened her arms. I knew that it wasn't a problem for me to touch her. I hugged her and she cried in my arms for a good hour.

"Hey it's gonna be ok honey. do you want me to call the other guys in?" she nodded slowly. "Not Ross, Rydel. I can't look at him knowing I hurt him for not letting him touch me. Right now I don't want any guy hugging me, only you. When Ross hugged me I though I was gonna feel the same securing feeling I always feel in his arms but instead memories of him grabbign my shoulders violently came in my mind." I nodded and walked out of the room.

"How is she?" Riker asked me because Ross was crying silently sitting on a chair. "A little better. You can come in but don't touch her. She has some nasty flashbacks when a guy touches her at her now state. Ross don't come in please, she feels sorry that she hurt you that way but now she needs profesional help. I'll talk to her about talking to that therapist, ok?" he nodded facing another direction.

"Ross she still loves you she isn't scared of you, and it's not your fault. Don't you dare think it's your fault. You'll see, in a few weeks she'll be in your arms again." I encouraged him. He put his lips on a thin line and put his face in his hands. I feel so bad for my little brother. He can't confort his girl and thinks she's scared of him. 

I walked in the room to see Deb with wide eyes as she saw the guys close to her bed. "Guys..." I told them and they made their way to the door. I walked to Deb "I'm so sorry guys.." she said guiltily. Riker walked to her slowly. "Don't worry about it kiddo. Be strong and we'll be outside if you need us" he said brotherly to her. He has her like an other sister and I'm glad for it.

''Riker.." Deb started and Riker looked at her "Come here and gimme a hug.." she said smiling sadly. "You sure?" Riker walked slowly again to her bed. "Yeah I wanna try something."

Riker slowly hugged her and she tenced up for a second, then relaxed and hugged back tight. I smiled. "So I'm good?" Riker asked. Deb nodded. "I tried to get him out of my mind so I thought our fun times and poof! no more fear from you. But it'll be harder with Ross. " 

"Since you were both abused by him I can figure out why kiddo. It's gonna be ok though, don't worry." he kissed both of our foreheads and walked out.

"Delly lay with me." I climbed on the bed and she cuddled to my arms. "I feel so empty Delly, I'm not having Ross's baby anymore.." she sniffed. I squezed her a little for confort ,"Don't cry sweety, Ross loves you and you can have as many kids as you want. Think about it as a road. You were driving and there was a bump which was losing the baby, but after that there is a smooth road with no bumps. Ross is driving and you smile. You can have a kid again honey. Ross faces kind of the same now. You both feel like you hurt and made the other hate you. But that's a lie. You care for each other more than anyone else so no bad thoughts, ok?" I felt her smile a little after my pep talk.

"Do you think of talking to a therapist?" I asked. "Yeah, I can't deal with it alone anymore. I know I have Ross but it's not the same, you know..." I nodded. "You know the lady that saved you is that kind of therapist and we have her card. Will you call her?" I asked her as she yawned. She's sleepy, that's good. "Mhmm.." 

"Ok, go to sleep honey, don't worry I'll be here when you wake up." I smiled and texted the guys I was going to stay here. Riker texted me that Ross is a mess and doesn't leave. He said he'll stay outside if we need everything. I smiled at my brothers mentaly and fell asleep next to Debs.

Riker's pov

I drove the rest family home while Ross stayed at the hospital . He still thinks it's partly his fault. I didn't tell him about the hug I shared with Debs. He would feel worse. I texted him.

Dude please chill, she loves you and rydel said that she wants to talk to the therapist so she'll be in your arms very soon. We're worried abaout you. -Rik

Thanks Riker, I really hope so bro,  I'm just ticked from when she pussed me away. I can't be myself without her.- Ross Shor

I get it bro, goodnight and she knows you love her, don't worry. -Rik

Night bro :/)- Ross Shor

I smiled thankfull he feels a little better and went to my room and dozzed off. We had a rough day today. And some difficult ones to come.

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