Love between 2

chapter 18

LUCAS POV

Its been about a month since we got Gravy we love gravy to bits we walk him everyday we play fetch with him even through he doesn't bring the ball back we love him but all that changed when he was acting different he would never play fetch hell never want to go for a walk he would just lie there being lifeless I got really worried so I grabbed gravy and rushed to the vet. "Gravy has cancer" the vet told me "and he'll have to be put down its the best we can do for him if we font do this he will get worse" "im sorry" the vet added  I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't keep it in
"c-corbyn G-gravey h-has to be p-put d-down" I say crying my eyes out "H-he has c-cancer and i-itll only g-get worse" Corbyn gasped in horrer as I told him "its the best we can do for him" I added "I'm coming home soon". A couple of hours later I finally got home I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone so I ignored everyone and just went to Corbyns room I sat on the bed just crying for hours I haven't cried this long since Barney passed away more like killed himself and I couldn't do anything just like I couldn't help gravy. Corbyn walked in and said " are you OK would you like some maccas?" I just staired up at him with my red eyes and my tears rolling down my face and just shrugged "Do you want some time alone?" He added I just Shrugged again corbyn just walked out like nothing happened. Everyone left to get maccas and I just stayed and cried some more and Ihad enough what if I just died, what if I jumped of a Clift, how about a bridge I mumbled would people even know in gone I got up and walked into the kitchen to the medical supply and wrote a note 'I'm so sorry that it has come to this I just couldn't handle everything to much stress anger sadness anxiety I'm so sorry that I have ended my life like this I thought that I'll be here with corbyn for the rest of my life but here I'm wrong I'm sorry- Lucas' I grabbed every medicine I could find and just took it all it felt so good to just thing of nothing then I passed out I couldn't breath. Everyone came home Corbyn came to his room to check on me and he saw me on the floor not breathing he grabbed the note and read it he fell on his knees and started to cry "SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE" He cried out  ivy came running in "yo Corbyn what's wr-" she
stopped when she saw me on the floor "Lucas I-I-" she said while she cried out with pain "call 000" she said "hello I need a ambulance" she paused "yeah I need the ambulance my best friend over dozed and he is not breathing please hurry"