When I woke up Jack was shaking me telling me to wake up because we are going to Disney
"You don't need to take me" I say
"But I want to so please get up"
"Fine but only because I know your not gonna shut up"
"Wow your not happy"
"I am but I just don't want you guys spending your money on me I mean I don't even deserve what do you even do at Disney anyway"
He explains it as I'm get ready in the bathroom
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I wear this because it's the closets I will ever get to not wearing long sleeves and then Jack pulls me upstairs
"Bye Ty guy"
"Bye Alex" he says and Jack and I leave
"You look very pretty today" Sydnie says
"Thanks Syd" I smile and hug her
"Wait aren't you gonna be hot with the sleeves on" Ava asks
"Um well I mean I'm pretty used to it so it's really nothing"
"Just roll them up"
She takes my arm and starts to roll them up but Jack screams making everyone jump and Ava stops
"Stop" he screams
"What why"
"Because I got cold very easily and wearing long sleeves kinda helps because I roll them up or put them down if I'm cold" I say and smile at Jack
"Oh you should have just told me that I'm so sorry"
"Oh no it's ok I think everyone has done it before" I smile
Soon we are at Disney
We were walking around when I saw my "Family" i was alone because I wanted some food but Jack should be here soon. Amelia ran over to me
"What's up fat ass" she says
"I thought you were gone forever" I say
"Oh so little Alesia Smith has some confidence"
"Um actually it's Alesia Seavey now" I say
"What" she quickly says
"Well you see if you have been on social media lately you would know that since you guys left me at the concert I was legally adopted by Tyler Seavey"
She goes to slap me but Jack comes
"Yo Alex you ok" he asks and Amelia puts on a fake smile and shit
"Actually Jj I'm kinda uncomfortable can we go on another ride after I finish my food"
"Yea yea of course goodbye" he pauses "what's your name"
"I'm Amelia, Alesia Smith" she says "huge fan can I get a picture"
Jack fake smiles
"Um actually I should probably get back to my family sorry tho" Jack says
"Bye Smith" I say
"Come on sis" he sad and I can hear Amelia screaming on the inside
"I love you" I say as Jack and I laugh
"Anything for you" he says and hugs me
Disney was so much fun, we had to leave tho
When I got home I saw a bunch of wdw drama. Gods I love wdw and some of their fans but all they do is start drama and shit like fucking stop for one second (n/a honestly tho sorry guys)
No one was home so I went to my room and grabbed my guitar. I started to sing A Little Too Much by Shawn Mendes
"Everyone said that she was so strong, what they didn't know is that she could barley carry on"
I stated to cry
"But when it got hard she would loose her focus"
I finish the song. Tear drops on my cheeks and guitar. I wipe the guitar then look at my scars. I let tears fall some more and get some water to sing another song
"I wish there was no tomorrow, but I'm empty inside, yea I'm empty inside and I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die" Empty by Olivia O'Brien
I sit in my room and just sit and sing with my guitar
"A heart that broke is a heart that been loved" I sing Supermarket Flowers by Ed Sherran
Say you won't let go - James Arthur "I wanna live with you even when we're ghosts cause you were always there for me when I needed the most"
When I finish the song I hear a bunch of clapping. My back had been turned to the door and I was too busy singing
