my wanna be self (Shugo chara x Reader)

Friends

Y/n pov
          "I swear you guys! If i wasnt so
Nice you 4 would be off the hook right now!" I yelled at Sola, Musa, Lyric, and Score. They all look at me with sadness. "Were sorry Y/n/Y/n-chan" all of them said. I just gave them a soft smile.

"Its alright you 4"

My personality was bi-polar. One moment im angry another im sad. And another im happy. I really did have a weird life. "Damnit amu! I forgot about her again" i said as i ran towards Amu direction. "Amu are you alright? Im sorry i couldnt save you.." i said as i hugged her. She sighed. "Its alright its just what are these things!" She yelled.

I just smiled. "These are Shugo Charas. There your wanna beselfs. They help you reach your dream and to be your friend. They are really are great." I said as Sola, Musa, Lyric, and Score smile at Ran and Amu. I just could help but to smile with them.

"Y/n-chan?"

A voice called out to me from behind. It was my Childhood friend Tadase Hotori. I was always calling him by his first name because i trust him. I think of him as family to me since... Mine kinda didnt like me that much. He and Ikuto were the ones that were nice to me. Me and Hotori played a lot when we were littler.

Ikuto will alway be playing the violin with Utau. Utau is Ikutos little sister. I really never liked her because she use to bully me when we were younger..

-flashback-

  "You had to miss it up! My solo with ikuto you messed it up!" Utau yelled at me as she hitted me. I started to cry. "Im-im sorry ut-utau-chan" i cried as i was it once more.

-flashback ends-

       She was nice and kind when Ikuto and Tadase were around but when it was just me and her.. she abused me of every little thing i did. I did told Ikuto and Tadase once... but they didnt believe me. I felt ashamed about this. They were accusing me with out no proof. But i was accusing utau with out no proof. I knew they didnt believed me.

"Hotori" i mumbled before walking up to him. He surprise me with a hug. He was about to cry. I didnt know why. "Im sorry Y/n-chan.. i couldnt save you. And Ikuto-niichan got to you first" he whispered as he hugged me tighter. I knew i should be thankful for ikuto but... i kinda wasnt. "Its okay Hotori.. im safe now see" 'stop lying to him... your not safe' a thought came to me when i said it.

I was smiling. But it really was fake. "Y/n-chan." Musa noticed the fake smile. She frowned. "Y/n! Im going back home! " amu said. I sighed. "Ill come with you. I see you later Hotori-....kun" i said before running towards Amu and walked back with her.

-Musa pov- 

     'Something is not right with Y/n-chan!'
I thought as i flied beside the two besties
They were talking about school or such. I wasnt paying attention i was just listening. Thinking of what was wrong with y/n.

-Ikutos pov-

      "She was there Ikuto nyaa!" Yoru said
As he was trying to opena candy. I grapped it open and... well ate it. "Nyaa.. Ikuto.. that was mine" Yoru said as he started crying. "Here." I said as i gave him something he liked. "Nyaa! Fish!" Yoru then said as he chopped down on the tail.

"Ikuto Nyaa what are we going to do about her"Yoru said as he was spitting food everywhere. "Don't talk with your mouth open and i nothing." I answer him.

"Nothing! Didnt you see Y/n had 4 shugo charas and the pink hair girl had 2 more eggs! How are we going to get the eggs! Y/n will always be with her!" Yoru said. "I know" i sighed. I could help but i had fallen inlove with her.... But if i did to take that girls egg she will be upset.... what should i do....

Omg Ikuto seems OOC!
but thats for reading! I like to dedicate this chapter to JaquelineMartinez275, momochii_xo and ViviYapi they both really do support me! And i am great for for these guys!