you are the reason for these nightmares .
Tormented sleep, flooding pillows with
tearsthat smell like blood , the rason
why i have these bags under my eyes.
See , you are my creation , i was supposed
to love you , i had to lose you.
Listen i know i was supposed to take care
of you , but i had to let you go at some
point .
Iam sorry i wasnt there to wipe your tears
away when you cry all night long .
im sorry i couldnt feed you
at 3am when you outburst of hunger.
Im sorry i couldnt let you be .
Im sorry you couldnt put on your first smile
,be happy and merry.
Baby , im sorry i didnt give you the opportunity
to see the sun rise, the skies and night stars .
But most of all im sorry i made it impossible
for you to call me mom ,because i took your
soul away
