Taylor's POV: I roll over and see the girl I've fallen for sleeping so peacefully. I feel my anxiety rising when the memory of last summer rolls into my head. My head spins and my palms sweat. I stand to my feet and walk towards her door and shoot up the stairs. I push open my door to see Jake still asleep on the bed. I stride over and grab my phone and walk into the bathroom. I switch the water to boiling hot. I click the button and see 4 new texts messages. Three from RJ and one from my mom. My mom was just doing her daily checking in making sure I'm alive. I text her back reassuring her I'm okay and not wait for a rely considering it's early in the morning. I scroll through the texts of RJ. She was my fuck Buddy from back home. She has feelings for me and i used to feel the same about her but those feelings soon left after i met the girl from last summer. She's always been super sexual towards me. The first time we hungout she tried to give me a blowie. I let her because i was young and horny but that's besides the point. Our 'relationship' was never like anyone elses. I tried to take her out on a date but her hand wouldn't leave my dick under the table all night. I never complained about her tho because it felt so right. she never said anything about moving towards with her feelings and i never felt like actually dating her. She would stay at my house and sleep in my bed. A day never when by that she didn't try to either give me a hand job, blow job or ride. She was already down for sex and 99% of the time she would get what she wanted. That all changed when i started YouTube and girls started loving me. She was beyond jealous. The texts read
Rj: "hey cutie ;)"
Rj: "I have a surprise for you"
Rj: "Taylor please text me back"
I decide to text her back because my head starts to worry and goes to the worst place.Me: "hey what's up?"
Rj: "I'm in California for the summer. I just landed. Could you pick me up? ;)"
I can't just leave her hanging with no ride so i text her and tell her I'm on the way.
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