Blooded Love

Chapter 9

There I am. Eating breakfast as that day continued.

He grins while I eat his homemade food.
But when I look at him, he looks away.

I stared at him. He was about to look at me again and saw me staring at him. He laughed.

I smiled as where doing something funny thing that I can't explain.

After a while. Finishing breakfast and cleaning the house.

He once again stared at me as  if  it was like he never want me to go away.

"Hey... About earlier..." I said as I stopped mopping the floor.

"What about it?" He asked as he looked away.

"Hm... its nothing. So. Why did you even save me back then. The time  I was in a critical moment. At the time that I was outside?" I asked gently.

"I need to. My conciousness have regained to its formal view and I just want to make up from what I've   done  to you..." He said.

"So Fox... You lost your mind? You were crazy?" I asked with slight density.

"Yes... like that." He said then laughed.

"I was crazy and lost my mind... the same words that can describe me." Fox said.

"Uh... sorry" I said suddenly.

"Why are you apologizing? Its okay. I accept the truth and I know its real. This is reality" Fox said.

"Can you tell me  what kind of feeling I am having?" H
I said out of nowhere.

"Feelings? Like what" Fox said

"Sort of uh.. hmm.. its really hard to tellor even say. How do I explain this" I said confused.

"If you know the  tell me. You'll understand, that feeling your talking ablut might be different than you imagine..." Fox said

"Different... how so" I talked to myself.

"When the time comes that you know what that feeling is then... will you let me hold you?"  Fox whispered.

"Did you say something?" I said as he shakes his head and smiled.

"I'll be leaving again... for a short while" Fox said.

I widen my eyes.

He was finally home here.

With me and now his leaving again...

"Why..." I mumbled

"Hmm?" He said as he looked at me.

I looked down in sadness but looked at him with smiling face.

"Take care" I said as he left the house again..

"Come back safe" I said as he waved goodbye and left.

Will I ever discover this feelings of mine?