I start to wonder at times if I was more than just simple sex mistake .
Was a I really the oops that you had and just defied to just roll with it and say hey I'm a mom now I have to do this .
Do ever hear yourself when you speak to me at times
The wonderful words that you spit at my face ..
the tone in which your voice decides to raise its self and allow the venom just spill out
As I just sit there Let you bring me down
I want to say so much but I can't bring myself to because my mouth is shut
And my emotions are on full alert
I'll never understand you when your like this
When that " mad woman " comes out but I'll just be the background wondering
What I do wrong
But I know I'm never going to get those answers
I'll always be just an over emotional girl
Who has to hope and pray at times
That Mad woman doesn't come out
