its been awhile

the voice

Dekus prov:
"Hello!"
"Hi"
"How are you? "
I repeated these going through the groups of people that came up to me asking "how have u been?" "What's up" "Hello!".
I saw everyone in class a1 and my old class to.
And After finally saying hi to most of who came up to me I got to take a breath. But all this seemed weird.. They all missed me? But why? I left them with out telling them? Why don't they hate me? Resent me..

Right as I was going to ask everyone why are they being so nice to me, when I was sure they would hate me, uruka pulled me to a table booth that was crowded with the old group of class 1A 'oh god' was all I could think..
'They'll know'

No prov:
The table was filled with deku right in the middle. It was dead silent all eyes on deku.
Deku was on the edge of crying, his anxiety getting the better of him. Then dabi came and put his and on dekus. Then leaned into his ear and whispered "it's going to be fine, just breath babe" Deku did just that.
"So um.. How's everything? " He said to no one in particular. So everyone began to talk at once, "well me and kirishima got married!" Said denki "me and tsuyu now have a kid" Said tokoyami, tsuyu smiled "and Momo Chan and todoroki cha are getting married!" Sero yelled
Deputy chuckled trying to understand the random updates and realized he miss a lot "ah i know " He sighed and gave a weak smile "I got the invitations for all of the weddings, the baby showers, and birthdays, I'm very sorry I missed them. "
The atmosphere died everyone realised this but weren't mad just sad that deku, there deku has missed these life events.
'They hate u, they hate u, they hate u, they hate u, they FUCKEN HATE YOU YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! ' this is what came from the awkward silence in dekus head. All he could hear is this, even though he knew it was in his head, he knew it was right.
Soon the voice got louder and louder to the point where deku couldnt take it anymore 'stop' he thought. He wanted to scream 'they don't hate me! I am good Enough! ' but he knew the voice would say 'are you though'... "Deku!" Uruka called
"Are you ok? You look a little pail. "
Deku looked up and smiled "yes I'm fine just need the bathroom is all. " He stood up "excuse me I'll be back."
"Hmmm.. " Uruka put her finger to her lips "ok! But u have to tell us everything that happened since high school ok? " Deku gave a reassuring chuckled "I promise" He said this as he walked out of the room.
He roamed a Hall looking for the bathroom.
All in all he needed a breather. He need to be him.

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Hello how's it going?!
Here's and chapter for u guys 😀💕
Hope u like it.
Btw the voice is to show that deku had really bad mentel issues those disorders to be named laters👀😀