I can only see in black and blue

I'm sorry I tried to love you

Im sorry

Im sorry I told you sweet nothings while you fell asleep

Im sorry I kissed you when you were upset

Im sorry I held your head up when you were feeling down

Im sorry I tried to love you

Im sorry I held your hand to reassure you I wanted you

Im sorry I wrote you love poems instead of just Goodnight, beautiful texts

Im sorry I told your parents we were together

You see, Im bisexual

My mom found out I was bi by going through my messages

She said she didnt care about who I loved, as long as I wasnt trying to kill myself over them

Reassured me that my life had value

Im sorry I assumed your parents would do the same

When your mom looked at me, there was no judgment in her eyes, but I felt the world stop

I could smell your fathers anger emanate from his pores

And stupid me

I thought it was me

I thought they didnt like me

But they just didnt like the word

So, Im sorry

Im sorry I held you close when we danced

Im sorry I walked you home when it was late at night

Im sorry I made you flipagrams of our summer together

Im sorry we didnt fuck, but we made love

Im sorry I tried to love you

Im sorry I tried to show you I was different

Im sorry I grabbed your ass when boys were staring too long

Im sorry I took you out to eat with my family

Im sorry I told your parents we were together

Im sorry I tried to love you

Im sorry I told your parents we were together

Im sorry I tried to love you

Im sorry I told your parents you were a lesbian

Im sorry I tried to prove my love by telling your parents I was proud to be with you

Im sorry I missed your funeral

Im sorry