LIVING TOGETHER!

32: REAL FRIENDS

Jaemin was slowly walking on the side of the main street. He thought about what he saw earlier in Jeno's room, he wouldn't be mad about it if it's only their photos together.

But it's not just a normal photo.

It's a pre-wedding photo and it was many of it.

Jaemin had hope before he came to Jeno's room, a tiny little hope that Jeno will come back to his arm.

But, he was wrong.

He made the wrong choice.

Coming to Jeno's house only made his pain more worst than it already is.

Not just any kind of heartbroken, it was like a sickness, that he couldn't heal.

A virus that could spread. From his heart to his mind and all of his body.

Not only his heart that's hurt, but his mind as well. It's hard for him to think about Jeno all the time, it's hard for him to not think about him, it's hard for him to be away from him, it's hard for him to accept that Jeno isn't his anymore.

And the worst part is, it's hard for him to know that Jeno doesn't love him anymore.

He couldn't accept reality.

Jaemin wishes that all of this is just a dream that'll fade out tomorrow when he wakes up.

But that's wrong.

This is reality.

Reality hurts.

It hurts more if what you imagine is actually the reality that you're feeling now.

Jaemin wished that what happened to him now, was just his imagination.

He wished that Jeno was in his embrace, cuddling with him to calm him down.

How is he supposed to calm down if his medicine isn't with him?

Then something dropped on his cheek. It was cold, but it was getting more many.

It's raining.

It was just a small rain, but then lighting struck everywhere in the sky.

The rain gets heavier.

Jaemin's eyes were dark brown, his orbs were empty. He stared down at his wet shoes, white pale feet.

People were running on the street like crazy, some were protecting themselves under an umbrella, but some was just like him, getting drenched by the rain.

And when it's not crowded anymore, he crouched down.

Sighing before letting his tears rolled down his pink pale cheeks.

He was in deep thought.

He was lonely, he was not loved by his classmates, he was cocky back then, selfish, rude, mean, he was being an asshole to all people.

Just when he thought he finally found his answer, the answer left him.

Jeno.

Left.

Him.

Jaemin fell on his knees, screaming with tears flowing down.

"I don't deserve this! Life is so unfair! Why?! Why me?! From many people, why is it me?!!" He screamed, he shouted, the rain described his emotions perfectly.

Anger.

Sadness.

Disappointment.

It described him well.