Be Who I Say is about a little boy who is always told who to be and what to say then breaks free from those chains and becomes him when he meets someone that steals his heart and helps him along his journey.
Johnathan lays his head into his hands and sits quiet as if someone had a gun to his head. "He hits me in my head and i'm the one that needs to be nice?" Johnathan whispers to himself. "Shh Johnathan say sorry for bothering Mr. Star" Johnathan looks up his mom with a glare and she glares back and signals him to go on. "Sorry, Mr.Star for being a pain in your ass" Johnathan storms out and slams the door behind him and runs out to Cathy's house. "Cathy sees him run up the drive way and opens the door."What's wrong with you?" Cathy says as she helps him up and starts shaking him out of concern."Nothing I just felt like seeing you that's all" he starts shaking her back until she stops and walks into the kitchen. Johnathan follows behind her and looks for her dad. "Where's my buddy?" "Huh?" questions Johnathan confused. "Where's your fucking dad Cathy? Where the fuck is my buddy buddy? Do you fucking kill him or some shit?" Cathy looks at him like he's crazy." Why would I kill my own dad you dumb shit? He's at work"
"You know you don't have to talk to me like that?" Johnathan says looking into her eyes and reaching for her hand and rubs her forearm. "Did you cut yourself again?" Cathy looks at him then looks away. "You did didn't you?!" He grabs her arm and gets a wet paper towel and wipes the makeup from her arm. " Why you do that? Why didn't you tell me?" He pulls her in close and hugs her tight. "Promise me you'll tell when your upset and BEFORE you cut ok? Cuz I promise you I'll be on my way running like im being chased by a motherfucking giant spider." Cathy giggles and hugs him even tighter. "I promise" Johnathan pats her back "Cathy?" "Yea John" Johnathan gasping for air "Your hurting me like bad I find air important to flow throughout my body." Cathy lets go and pats his head messing up his silky straight black hair.
(Kpop idols Jungkook, Jimin, E'dawn, and Lisa are no longer making a song together due to misunderstandings between the labels) The radio plays and Cathy turns it off. "That's fucking dumb what kind of ding dong is that?" She gets ready to shower and heads to bed. She puts her straight red hair into two braids and turns on her EXO night light and her starry night lamp so she culd sleep underneath the stars. Johnathan heads home and as soon as he walks up the drive he runs into his mother. "Where in the living hell have been?!? I've been trying to call you and to see where you were and uggggh just ugggh why are you like this your not supposed to be like this?" "How am I SUPPOSED to be? And could you have called me and you have my phone?" Johnathan gives her a blank stare and goes inside and up to his room. Johnathan locks his door and starts to play "Nightcore- Devils Don't Fly"
His mom comes and Bangs on the door. He stops he's music and answers the door still with no emotion. "Turn that music down be nice and understand you don't live here alone." "Alright"
Johnathan stares at him mom as she walks away as if she did had no care in the world. He closes his door and goes on to bed. He wakes up the next and starts getting ready for school. He lays out his clothes on the bed and undresses to take his shower. He runs the shower to make sure its not too cold and gets in. He grabs the soap and and starts to rub it all over his chest making his chest look buffer than what it was and smooth. A few mins later he starts to imagine him and his crush together finally alone and slides his hand down his body and grabs his--The door opens "Hurry and get out the shower your gonna be late Johnathan." He signs and silently starts to throw a fit. "OK!" he gets out the shower and wraps himself in a towel trying to hid his excitement. He gets dressed and is off to school.
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It's lunch time and Jonathan is looking for Dawson and Jewel. "OMFG WHY THE FUCK YOU DO THAT!!!" Three teachers show up and is pulling away a girl. Jonathan found Jewel. "Probably trying to beat Dawson again" Johnathan thought to himself. He goes closer and sees it's not Dawson but Mr.Star. "Jesus Christ Jewel" Mr. Star is on the floor with bruises and bite marks all over him. He runs up to get Jewel but she already broke free from kicking all the teachers in the dick. "Why'd they send male teachers it's not like this is the first time this had happened."
