Pretend . (N.H)

New life , New Me .

I looked Around the school where everyone was laughing at the video , Ryan walked up to me & started laughing in my face " You Really Thought I Loved You ? " i nodded slowly with tears sliding down my cheeks , " You were just a part of a game babe , get lost " everyone in the crowd started chanting ' Slut ' including my ' Bestfriend ' I made eye contact with her & she winked at me , & shot me a wicked grin , I turned around & ran sobbing loudly .

I shot Up in my new bed looking around , all I saw was unpacked boxes , I look at the clock & it read 6:30am

I groaned & Laid back down & pulled the covers over my head today I'm starting at my new school , I just moved to California . I've been here before with her , but never really explored .

" Get Up Sis ! Were Starting school today " josh yelled in my ear , josh is my twin brother , We Get along really well we tell each other everything josh is like a best friend to me . He jumped on my bed & started smacking my face with my pillow pet ( don't judge )

" give me Mrs.berries back ! "

He shook is head and laughed " you have to get up first "

" Alright , alright I'm up " I lifted the covers & stretched letting out a weird groan

Josh threw Mrs.berries at me before running out my room . I quickly put her under my covers and walked to my bathroom , I turn on the shower , undressed then got In , I washed my body then let hot water run down my body .

// Flashback //

I ran In my room & shut the door , I slid my back down the door & sobbed loudly .

How could they do this to me ?

What did I do to deserve this ?

Those questions ran through my head , while I was sobbing . Suddenly I stopped crying , I felt anger take over my body .

" I'll show everyone how heartless of a bitch I could be " I whispered to my self .

I got to wiping the tears off my face angrily .

\\ End of Flashback \\

That day all my emotion left my body , I promised my self not to love anyone & I'm sticking to that . I'm starting new .

I hopped out the shower & wrapped a towel my body . I walked into my room then went to my drawer and picked out

A black crop top that says ' real life ' & white Hollister jeans & a pair of black flats . I quickly slipped my clothes on & put my long brown hair into a tight bun , then I unplugged my blue iPhone 5c & walked into the kitchen .

While I was walking to the cabinet I saw a note on the refrigerator it said .

Emily & josh , sorry but were going to Africa to do work there , well be back next week - love mom & dad :)

I let out a big sigh & continued walking , my parents were doctors they was barely at home . You mind as we'll call this house me & Josh's .

I pulled a chair out from the table & pulled up to the cabinet then climbed up to get the fruit loops , yup I was 18 & I was really short I was only 5ft , sadly . .

I heard laughing behind me & I turned around & saw my josh laughing at me. " wow I can't believe you can't reach that " I gave him the evil eye while he walked past me & got the box of Cheerios not even standing on his tippy toes all he had to do was pick it up that's how tall he was .