Two Of A Kind

💊PTSD Kicking In/ Scare💊

*Maxwell Twist And Turns As He Start To Have A Nightmare Again As Simon Start To Wake And Tries To Wake Up Maxwell As He Slightly Shakes Him.*

Simon: M-Maxwell Wake Up It Just A Dream

*Maxwell Quickly Grabs And Flips Him Over And Start To Choke Him Not Realizing Who It Is As Simon Tries To Move As He Start To Get Short Of Breath As Maxwell Begins To Put Pressure On Simon Throat And Simon Start To Feel Light Headed.*

-Simon Thoughts-

Simon: H-he don't *Huffing* Realize I'm going to pass out

-End Of Thoughts-

*Simon Tears Up A Little As His Vision Start To Get Blury And Simon Start Again To Try Moving Maxwell Hand.*

Simon*cant breath.*: ma-axwell I c-can't brea.....th Maxwell st....op

*Simon Start To Almost Pass Out As Maxwell Quickly Stop Realizing Who He Choke and Quickly Tears Up.*

Maxwell: S-s-sim....

*Simon Coughs And Tries To Catch His Breath As He Keeps Coughing As Maxwell Slowly Gets Off The Bed And Sits In The Corner And Start To Cry As Simon Can Catch His Breath And His Vision Clears Up As Simon Looks At Maxwell Crying As Simon Slowly Gets Up And Walks To Him.*

Simon: Maxwell ........ you didn't mean to I know

Maxwell*crying*: D-don't touch me.....

Simon: Can You At Least Look Up

*Maxwell Slowly Looks Up At Him And See Dark Purple Bruises On His Neck And Quickly Tries To Get Closer To The Corner And Cries Out.*

Maxwell: SIMON I HURT YOU DONT TOUCH ME IM A MONSTER

Simon: NO YOUR NOT YOU DIDNT MEAN TO!

*Maxwell Quickly Cover His Face As Simon Tear Up.*

Simon: Max.....well please look at me

(Just Imagine You Have A 6.2ft boyfriend and he curled up in a comer and acting like a scared child. you start to feel unless)

-Simon Thoughs-

Simon: Uhh The Article I Read Was That If They Are Having A Panic Attack Or Nightmare Ask Them To Look Around There Surrounding And Ask Them To Say It Out Loud And Encourage Them To Take Slowly Breath

Simon: Maxwell Can You Look Around The Room For Me And Say It Out Loud

*Maxwell Lifts His Head Up And Looks At His Surrounding.*

Maxwell*Nervous.*: u-um ....Roco ....X-xavier..*clearing His Voice But Still Sounding Shaky*...o-our wedding Certificate  on the wall...um...

Simon*tearing up a bit And Smiling.*: ok that's good....do you Mind If I Hold Your Hands

*Maxwell Shakes His Head No As Simon Slowly Puts His Hand On His And Feel Him Shaking A Little As Simon Looks At Him And Smiles.*

Simon: do You Mind If You Take A Few Deep Breaths With Me

Maxwell: no...I-I don't mind

Simon: Ok...just force on me and nothing  ok

Maxwell: Ok

*Simon Start To Breath Slowly As Maxwell Follows And Start To Calm Down As Simon Keeps Doing It's As Simon Start To Slow Down His Breathing As He Stop And Maxwell Stops And See That His Hands Stop  Stop Shaking.*

Simon: See Your Ok There Nothing Here To Hurt You

Maxwell*Avoiding Eye Contact.*: Hm....

Simon: Maxwell....

Maxwell*teary eyed*: I Told You I Would Not Forgives Myself If I Hurt You  I Almost Made You Pass out And Plus Those Bruises On You Neck Is Not Like A Scratch Or A Accident Cut.... That's Someone Who Tried To Kill You.......

Simon: Maxwell.....you didn't mean to hurt me you thought someone what hurting you so you reacted...it's ok

Maxwell: it no ok simon I could have killed you So Your Going To Tell Me Right Now That Me Killing You Would Be Ok

Simon: ....well no....

Maxwell: My Point

Simon: .......

Maxwell*Teary eyed and looking at him.* ......I'm so sorry Simon ......I can't trust myself Around you I really can't so I'm sleeping on the couch

Simon: Maxwell You Don't Have to Do That

Maxwell: Yes I Do If I Don't Want To Hurt You Again I Have To Simon You Have To Let Me Do This Ok

Simon: Maxwell No You Don't Have To

Maxwell: Simon I Never Been More Serious In My Except For Me Asking You To Marry Me But Anyway If I Don't
Want You To Get Hurt Alright I'm Going To Need To Sleep On The Couch

Simon: Ok.....

*Maxwell Stands Up As Simon Stands Up And Quickly Hugs Him Making Maxwell Tense Up And Dose Not Hug Him.*

Maxwell: Sim...*clearing his throat*..you have to warn me before you do something like that

Simon: Shut Up I Love You

Maxwell: I-I love you to Simon I Love You Very Much

Simon: Can You at least hug me....

Maxwell: Simon You know I....

Simon*Trying not to cry and looks at him.*: ......please....Maxwell

*Maxwell Sighs And Hesitant On Hugging Him And Very Carefully Wraps His Arms Around Him And Hugs Him As Simon Start To Tear Up And Hugs Him Tighter As Maxwell Start To Calm Down More And Clears His Throat.*

Maxwell: Alright Bud You Will Be Fine And Plus If You Want To Hangout Ill Be Downstairs

Simon: Ok

*Simon Smiles And Cuffs His Face.*

Simon: Your Not A Bad Person And Don't Think Any Different And I'm Here To Listen If You Need Me Ok Darling

Maxwell: Ok

Simon: Your A Good Person And I Love You Very Much

Maxwell: I Love You To Simon I Love You So Much

Simon: Ok Now You Should Get Some Rest Alright

Maxwell: Ok

*Maxwell Walks Out The Room And Lays On The Couch As Simon Grabs A Pillow Ans Blanket And Walks Downstairs.*

Simon: Hey You Forgot Something

*Simon Hands Him The Pillow And Blanket As Maxwell Grabs It And Smiles.*

Maxwell: Thank You Sim

Simon*Smiling*: Anytime

*Simon Walks Upstairs And Put His Alarm On For One Hour To Go To Work.*