18 years, when will I leave

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today is my eighteenth birthday but I am not happy for I have months left to live. never will my parents become grandparents to my child  for I will not live long enough to have a child. I feel unhappy because it is my parents that will have to bear the loss and I will no longer know sadness. my death will.bring internal happiness for me but also internal sadness for my parents. in this time of my depression I know there will be a silver lining at the end of this dark cloud known as my life, the light will shine through and I shall be free. maybe  I will live long  enough  to have a husband and child, maybe I could over come the cancer and live till I am 30-40 but the chances are slim. maybe just maybe I'll survive.   

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