When I Let Go

Chapter four

[Dads childhood]

-Interview-

~I was nine when my parents moved from the rich part with only a two story house, to a richer part with three stories. My mom was expecting twins, boy and girl, so we were planning on the baby rooms and my room and my parents. They decided The kids got the three rooms on the third floor and the bath to share. My parents room and two guest rooms and a living room and two bathrooms were on the second floor. The main floor walked  into a small mud room for shoes. You walked into the living room which was huge we had a piano and a "L" shaped couch with two rocking chairs that had feet go up. the you walked into a small hallway you look to the left and there was glass doors into the dinning room, look straight and see glass doors going out to the deck and to the right was the kitchen. We had a five car garage. I said my parents had money. I was sent to a public school because my parents thought private school was for "Rich snobs." They didn't want to be know as "Rich snobs." Neither did I. I had so many friends. It was as strict. I skipped class a few times. But thats it.

-Questions-  ~Answers~

-Did you think meeting Lacey was "Love at first sight?"

~Yes. It was sad Josh knocked her, she lost her balence. And broke her ankle. He didn't even say sorry. 

-Do you want more kids?

~Yes.

-Boy, Girl, Does it matter?

~No

*NEXT FIVE QUESTIONS ARE YES AND NO*

-Do you love you're sons?

~Yes

-Would sad if you lost one?

~Yes

-Do you working?

~No

-Would you quit your job and be a stay home dad?

~NO

-Is there more about you that we don't know?

~Yes.

~I was a sassy kid. Drugs were tempted and denyed. I wasn't a bad kid. I just liked pushing peoples buttons and talking smart. Making people mad and laugh it off. There was this one time I was poking a teachers buttons. Let me tell you about it: I had erased her things and answered her questions with questions. She had to leave work early and call a sub.

-Talk about your sons

~Luke is a wise child. But he was the worst baby. He'd never eat, It had to have apples in it or he wouldn't eat it. He had to be rocked non-stopped. He was the worst. But he grew up right and had big plans and he's following them and i'm proud to be his dad. Jackson is to cute. He wants to be just like his brother. He was a prefect baby compared to Luke. I love my family to death and would hate to say goodbye I know "OH  men don't cry" would be a lie I would cry till I couldn't cry no more. It's the way it's gotta be and I don't want to say goodbye. I want to say hello. I have faith in them no matter what and I want both to speak at my funeral. It's hard to think one day they wont be home anymore. Because I'm a grandfather. Not waking up to thembeing dead. That's heart breaking. It's sad to think that once someones gone there gone forever and theres no saying "morning" or "night" or even "do stay out to late, you have a test tomorrow." I can't wait to see them grow up into men. Luke's a man already, but Jackson gonna grow fast. And I can't wait to see it happen. So I can brag to my sister and brother.