What If ?

It will never happen

"It will never happen", said my sensible and  understanding inner self while i was swimming through the world of What if's laying in my cozy bed asking all these questions. What if i had this? What if i was that? All these thoughts and i couldn't stop myself from diving more further.

Just as i was about to swim even deeper my brother yelled," IT'S TIME FOR DINNER " and i snapped back to reality. I rushed downstairs in the dining hall and  i ate my dinner rushingly because i had this weird sense of excitement that i can again be one with my world of what if's. And my mom seemed to have sensed my excitement as she looked me with a curious face.

Finally my meal was finished and i went to my room leaping like an average version of Usian Bolt and  i crawled inside my blanket, opening my phone to see my instagram feed and i scrolled and scrolled and i finally rest my thumb upon a picture that had the question "Is the stimulation theory real " above the head of Elon Musk. So that was my queue to dive into the amazing world of What If's again.
My eyes were on my phone but my mind was again starting to question the very thing i was so fond of "What If".

I was just recently introduced to the world of What If's. The day i started seeking validation from the people around me was the very day i started exploring this eriee world of What if's. And i do not regret this at all, infact i'm happy that i can get occupied by myself sometimes. As i am laying in my bed thinking about the things that could happen if all my "What If's" became a reality. I couldn't but smirk the whole time.

I often have this argument with myself that what if i was given a chance to make my thoughts a reality? How fucking crazy would that be? Just imagine, pizza pouring down the sky instead of water, imagine a world where you were the supreme deity, a world where your every wish was fullfilled in a mere snap of a finger heck you wouldn't even need to snap your fingers. Just imagine that crazy ass world and when you are finally pulled back into reality all you can find is envy and sadness all around you.
Who would leave the world like that?

Now you can understand why was i  excited about the world of What If's. The society has a set of rules for us. We may oppose it in our abstract thoughts but unknowingly we follow the rules and make other people follow it.

And every time a person is found dismissing the rule we don't validate that person. We simply outcast them. Not knowing why but we do it anyways. And when you start getting sucked up in the thoughts of What If's you start to question the moral grounds of the rules itself. So many people are afraid to think about new possibilities simply because they would be violating the rules of society and the validation that they seek would be gone.

I hear the clocks ticking in my room. With every tik tok it sounds more like "go to sleep you overthinking fuck, it's 2 in the morning'', i finally close my phone which by the way was still stuck in the magnificent face of Elon Musk. And finally  my first yawn broke out. My fantasies were over, i had to get some sleep.

I said goodbye to my enticing thoughts, i closed doors to the amazing land of What if's and slept in the excitement that i could explore it again tomorrow.