What If ?

Lost

"Lost", a voice in my head crackled and I was again dragged back to reality from my  world of thoughts and fantasies.

I fumbled a  bit as i was transported from my million dollar Lamborghini's hand-stiched leather seats to the old grouchy seat in my college bus. I cursed my brain for bringing me back.

And I questioned my self," Was i really lost in my fantasies or was I just being hard to find?", As i was about to find a feasible answer the bus jerked and I looked outside. I had reached my college, i was a little irritated and somewhat angry that i couldn't spend more time with my fantasies. And a second later I laughed at my own naiveness that why would i even be angry at myself for not having the time to think.

I smiled, gave myself the "Really" look and kept walking , and as i was walking towards the gate, from the corner of my eyes  i could see a guy saying something to me.I focused in his moving lips and after a second i could hear him and he said " How did you do on your test yesterday? I would be even lucky if i got an E" and before  i gave him a sympathetic answer saying" Don't underestimate yourself i'm sure you'd do good" or something like that.

He said " What if I had the power to stop time? Then it would be so fucking easy". Lost. I was lost in my thoughts again. As i heard him say that, the very second he said that my mind strapped a pair of shorts and dived into the wonderland of What If's.

I could see him blabbering but i didn't hear a single word he said. All i could hear was What if.

W H A T     I F.

What If i could stop time? What would I do? Numerous thing came to my mind. Some were dumb some were highly unappropriate. Some were plain funny and some were very wrong. And i was amused by the fact that my brain does not discard the possibilities for something that is impossible to achieve.

After a while I was startled by a hand that was reaching towards me. I reached back and i shook it, it was pretty normal on the outside but inside my head i had already slammed his body on the floor twice by grabbing his arms and swinging it, because in my head i had already made a whole scenario where he was holding a knife and i did this karate thing to show him he messed with the wrong person. I had this whole scene where i would look like an badass saying all these badass things, just because i added a simple "What if" in my reality.

"Why are you like this", I mumbled as I knocked my head and kept walking. I finally reached my class, greeted all my freinds and went to sit. And for the whole day i studied or at least pretended to study.

As i was approaching the bus to return back  home i had this excitement again. I was excited about the fact that until i reach home i can again wander in my thoughts. I again can be the Willy Wonka of my Choclate Factory. I was happy.

I sat in my grouchy old seat. Put on my earphones and went for a walk in my thoughts from where I wish I never came back.