Searching || Jungkook x Reader

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Jungkook Pov
"Kook??" she called out softly to me as I had my head hung low. I slowly looked up to her as my eyes filled up with tears. I ran up to her and pulled her into a tight hug "Pabo! Why would you do that!! You scared me!" I yelled out as I tightened my grip around her. I felt her arms slowly wrap around my waist as she softly spoke "Mian Kook". I pulled away from the hug and cupped her face with my hand while caressing her cheek with my thumb. I could see that she meant it, I realized how pale she was and how thin she looked. She closed her eyes at my touch and I decided I had to do it. 

I leaned in and slowly pressed my lips against hers. (Please accept me...) I thought in my head as I continued to kiss her. As our lips were still connected I felt her kiss me back, she then broke the kiss and looked at me with sadness in her eyes. "W-what about Lisa?" she said as she looked to the ground. I shook my head and kissed her one more time "There was nothing happening between the two of us. I never had or will have feelings for her...". Y/n looked at me shocked and then added "B-but you guys kissed... you didnt like her?". I smiled and responded "I felt nothing for the kiss Y/n... and the girl i like is you" "M-Me?!" she exclaimed while looking at the others who stood there smiling at the whole scene. "S-Since when?!" she asked with wide eyes. "Since 10 years ago, from the day we met". 

I stared down at her and saw a slight curve form on her lips. She locked eyes with me and answered back "I liked you since then too". (What?!? She liked me for 10 years too?!) I thought to myself as I found this whole thing crazy now. Clapping was heard through out the room and Namjoon then spoke up "Congrats love birds! Now date already". I shook my head and responded "Not yet hyung, I want to give it some time.. a lot of things have happened. Ill ask her when the time is right". The others and Y/n looked at me and smiled "What a grown up thing to say, even though your the maknae" Hoseok commented making us all laugh. I looked back at Y/n while she was talking to Taehyung and saw that her arms werent bandaged anymore. I could clearly see her recently healed cuts, It made my chest tight thinking how I was the main cause of her cutting. (I hope she doesnt do it anymore))

Y/n Pov
After a few hours of talking with everyone I was finally able to go home. Namjoon gave me some clothes that I was able to change into. When I was finally done changing I heard a knock from the door and when the door slid open I was surprised to see who it was. "Donghae Oppa!!!' I yelled out as I ran into him while he picked up and hugged me. "Aigoo Y/n, how have you been?! I got the news from Jungkook and the hospital that you had finally woken up". He put me down onto the ground but suddenly hit the back of my head lightly "And why would you do something like this because of a guy?! Pabo!" he commented as he crossed his arms while glaring at me. "uhmm h-how did you know it was because of a guy?" I questioned nervously and he then chuckled and replied "Jungkook told me everything. I ran into him when I came here to visit you". 

"Of course he did" I mumbled while pouting a little bit. "Its fine Y/n im not mad. But im actually happy that your good, and Jungkook is a good guy.... keep him close" I nodded and playfully punched his shoulder "I know that much oppa." "So did he finally confess?" he asked and my cheeks started to flush pink. "Ill take that as a yes" he said while laughing. "Anyways lets go now, Ill bring you back to your apartment" He commented as he walked out the room while I followed closely behind him. We both got into his car and drove back to my place, during the drive Donghae then spoke "So how has modelling been?". "its been good Oppa. But in Japan I got into a little accident and actually broke my ankle" He looked at me like I was crazy "What?! how did that happen?!?" he questioned while parking his car. "Well I had to climb a ladder on this thing and it was rather high up. When the photographer finished taking my photos I climbed down but missed the step and fell" "Are you crazy!? As a model you have rights to not do those kinds of things! even when your not comfortable doing it." He said with a strict voice. 

"I know oppa, I wont do anything dangerous" I replied while gripping onto my pants tightly. "ITs alright Y/n but how is your ankle then?" I shrugged my shoulders "There are days when it gets uncomfortable and painful but most of the days its been okay lately, its slowly healing". "It would heal faster if you werent constantly moving and walking around" he commented making me giggle. "Yah its the truth though, you could never sit still, you always want to be active and on your feet!". I continued to laugh at his over protectiveness towards me. Finally Donghae walked me to my apartment door but once we opened my door there were voices yelling. "Welcome HOME!!!" The lights turned on and I saw everyone, from my manager, Key and the rest of the staff, Donghae oppas members from Suju and then BTS. 

"What is everyone doing here?!?" I asked as they all came up hugging me. "We heard you woke up and were being discharged so we decided to throw you a welcome back party" My manager spoke as she smiled at me. "And to give you the good news" Key added making me and everyone else look at him confused. "You made it on the cover of Japans top magazine!" My manager and Key yelled in unison making my eyes widen. "Jjinjja?!?" I yelled out, they handed me the magazine and it was of me on the merry-go-round. "WOW Y/n I cant believe you made the cover!" BTS and Suju said as they all looked at the cover. "Donghae how come your sister is so pretty and your not?" Leeteuk commented makine everyone die of laughter. 

"Yah! im good looking too?! Right Y/n?" I looked at him and smiled "Ne Oppa, But Im the better looking one" Shindong and Heechul gave me a high five and laughed with BTS. The rest of the night we just all talked, laughed and ate food. Everyone then left and the last one to leave was Jungkook since Namjoon left him in charge with helping me clean up.