Chapter 3

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kians Pov:

I wake up and I stand up rembering that I was in ricky's room. I look at him sleeping "He loks so cute when he is sleeping!" wait what kian why did you just say that. No im not gay I am mot ever going to be!

Ricky's Pov:

I wake up to the words of
No im not gay.....
I am never going to be!
I decide to pretend im sleeping but why was he saying that? Maybe he likes me, no Ricky why would a bid handsome chunk of meat like a scrawny weak cutting person like me? I move around a bit just letting him no that im awake. he looks down at me and runs out of my room slamming rhe door behind him. I quickly run after him and he shuts and locks the door in my face! I pound on the door because I notice that none of the o2l boys are home.

Kian's Pov:
I cant belive I said that. Now I know whats going on im gay and im in love with RICKY DILLION!!!! I decide to go In the bathroom. I grab the razor and decide to cut. I haven't cut since I was still in school! I soon fill drowsy and everything after that ia a blur!

Ricky's Pov:
I keep pounding on the door realizing kian keeps he key on the top of the door! I open it as fast as I can! I walk in realizing that kian is not on his bed I run to rhe bathroom and ooen the door seeing the worst sight that I could see!

30 minutes later
I am sitting in a hospital chair crying with the rest of o2l. All wondering why he would do something like this?

4 months later
kian has been in a coma for 3 months I miss him so much. I visit him durin the say with the guys but at night I sneak out to visit him. "Kian Lawley"i say one night "I know that you cant hear me but I have to tell you that I love you I have loved you for atleast 2 years I know you cant hear me but everyday I visit you and every night I cry wishing you woke up!" "O2l haven't made videos trevor stop singing all we do is stay at home even connor moved back hom becausw he said it was to much for him!" "please kian wake up!" I start sobbing while I hold his hand.

Kian's Pov:
I feel a pain in my back and I cant move but then I hear a familiar voice saying (WHOLE SPEECH AGAIN NOT GOING TO REWRITE IT) I try to open my eyes but I cant so I decide not to try so I fall back to sleep.

Next day:
I hear rhe same fqmiliar voice so I try again and they open first its blurry but it is clearing. their I see a thin looking fair person that looks about my age.Then I hear a bunch of people running into my hospital room asking so many questions.


A/N
Hey I know I wrote more it is just writers block. I know nobody is eeading this I hope atleast one view I now I am a loner but hey. sorry for the cutting it had to het intresting somewhere. Well om gonna go MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR GOODBYE!!!
LOVE,
NIKKI

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