meeting him for the first time

meeting him

soo my friend died one month ago and now i was sitting on my class remembering the memories i had with him and i had my eyes full of tears......my heart was broken and than a new guy just came in and saw me crying....

"What's wrong??Are u okay??"
I couldn't talk...my heart started beating faster and than i said "I'am fine...nothing to worry about"

Than he said "Do you want to talk about it?? It seems like u got hurt and u need a hug"

i nodded and get of my chair and he gave me a hug...it was sooo good

for the first time after being hurted i felt love from someone else except my family...

because i was always that girl that used to be with only one friend that used to learn soo much but now my friend is gone and i was alone...until now

I really felt things were going to change from now....because my heart felt really good near this new boy in my class...

i started smiling and than..

"What is your name?" he said
"Y\N  Y\L\N and yours?"

"Shawn Mendes" he said
He was so handsome and tall and i really felt good after his warm hug

"Do you want me to sit here with you soo you can tell me what's hurting you this much??"he said

"Sure,it would be nice...."i answered

Than we both sat down in our chairs and i started telling him about my life story...

I told him about my lost and than i started crying again.....

But than he said "I am really really sorry about this.....i really wish if i could help"

"sometimes i feel like he is here with me and he is telling me not to give up and keep going with this but......(my voice cracked) i can't do this.....we had dreams together....we were going to be the best scientist in the world and than......he left me"i said....

i made eye contact with him for like two minutes and i could see in his eyes that he was really sorry about my whole life story....

"i have an idea.....why don't you come with me later and i will send u at an amazing 'secret place i know and we will talk more" he said

than of course i said yes and we both started smiling and i felt loved for the first time.....