:)I am sorry but this part has not been edited but hope you like it :) sorry my thoughts on the story is a bit messed up... Hope you still want to read it
....þAfter graduation/ after reciving the letter
Its been a while since I recieved the letter from Mayson Im still abit distrought of what that letter means because all I knew was he hated me that I was the cum of the earth that no guy will ever want
to be with me. I know now that he wanted me but too silly to act on how he felt. besides its just a letter It wont mean anithing Right oh gosh Im over thinking again what will I do now.
"Mom I think Im going craz" I said to my mom while we were on the kitchen "how do you know?"
mom said in a non comical way."Mom I recieved a letter from my nemisis saying that he liked me before and that he wanted... tooo ahm, be with me I dont know what do you think should I do?"
"talk to him" mom answerd looking quite serius "ask him why he gave you that letter before you really go crazy thingking about reasons why did he do it in the first place. honny your still young and its ok to do irrational things
and there are a lot of things in life that are not easy to explain but you have to be open minded about it and if you over think it relax think back look for signs if tere are any then decide waht do you want to do next. ok?
mom answer "wow mom where did that csme from thats soo deep. and thank you" with that I raced out of the house straight to my neighbours house only to be greeted by our new neighbors that just moved in
"Hi?" i said "ahm are you our new neighbor?" I ask the child who was playing in the lawn "Mommy there is a stranger talking to me!!!!" she shouted while running inside the house. after that A beautiful woman whome I asume was her mother
apeared "hi I am alex I live next door. are you the new family thats gonna be our new nighbors? Aw sorry I forgot your cookies.." i said acuardly "Yes that would be us, my name is Diane and that little girl is my daughter Clair we are williams nice
to meet you alex.Do you want to come iside so that I can introduce you to my family" she askde me"No, but thank you for the invite maybe later I have to be somewhere Im sorry." I anwerd gloomily missing him forcing a smlie
I went back in the house to find mom sitting in the launge "mom, why does it hurt here?" i pointed in my heart "why dear what happend is he not there?" she asked "no mom they already left." I said trying to stop the tears that are tring to be free
"aw hun its okay you can tell me anithing remember?" "why mom Mhy does it hurt he was never good to me always trying to make me feel bad about my self. he made me feel like i was lower than trash that nobody will like me
and now he left me a letter saying he liked me " crying now "mom did dad ever made you feel like this, like your whole heart is being torn to peaces." mom hugged me "hun maybe you felt something for him that you just discoverd that now that
he is gone you feel the way you do. and no your father never made me feel like that. I am sorry hun but you didnt want to be disturbed when we bide them goodbye. you locked your self inside your room and didnt feel like talking to anyone I was
temted to all your father so that he can talk to you but I know you and calling him will not make any difference." mom said in a quiet voice
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an e-mail to:Mayson:
hey dude its been a while since we last talked I mean chatted
remember the girl you liked so much "alex" well I ve seen her
in town and I think what ever you wrote on that letter kind of
freaked her coz is like acting diferently that usual, like she lost
someone agh dont know why Im bothering telling you this but
she lost weight and her friends now she acts like a loner girl
I dont knw if its just me but dude what ever you did changed her
I asked her mom what happend And she said it was because now
that she realized something missing in her life and its not a
father she is talking about...And people now call her
the zombe coz actually thats how she acts contact her let her
know that though you are far from her you will be there for her.
we both know that its not like her.... well its a long shot hope you
recieve this
p.s hope something changes
