an unwanted star.

09.

"NO! NO! NAMJOON!" Jimin screamed, his face turning red. His eyes stung with tears and his breath became heavy as he gripped Namjoon's hand, sobbing. "NO! Stay with me, please." Jimin's hands fumbled as he attempted to call and ambulance, and he could barely speak as he called them. After being reassured they'd be there, he put his phone on the message app, just to alert the others.

-

[seoulmin is online.]

seoulmin; GUYS

yoongix; ??

qtseok; yh

hobiversed; hii

wtfgguk; yo

lattae; hey?

seoulmin; NAMJOON

seoulmin; I CANR EVRN OMG

yoongix; calm down

yoongix; what happened

seoulmin; HE GOT STABBED

seoulmin; HE WAS GOING TO CROSS THE ROAD AND GOT STABBED

seoulmin; IDK WHAT TO DO OMG

yoongix; have u called an ambulance??

seoulmin; YES 

qtseok; OK just calm down, take deep breaths until they get there dw it cant be long now.

seoulmin; OK.

[seoulmin is offline.]

hobiversed; this is ur fault yoongi

yoongix; WHAT HOW

wtfgguk; if u hadnt made jokes and got him pissed, he wouldnt have ran off

lattae; fuckin idiot

yoongix; w o w

-

The familiar blue sirens echoed throughout the quiet streets. Jimin looked up from Namjoon's body, his hands still shaking but a separate person helped him stand and sit in the ambulance, giving him a pill and telling him to calm down. But he couldn't. His hands were covered in his hyung's blood and the sight made him sick.
"He's going to be ok, right?" He asks the doctor, who was examining the wound.
"It's hard to say... Its right in the heart, I don't know..."

Jimin began to hyperventilate.
"But don't worry, please."
Don't worry,
easier said than done.

-

They got to the hospital and Jimin watched as they hauled Namjoon away and he was left to sit in the waiting room, head in his hands.

If only he had caught up to him, maybe it could have been Jimin instead of Namjoon. Jimin needed to die, it would only make it easier if he had been stabbed, not the angel Namjoon. Anyone but him.