Monika doesn't know...|A Natsuri Story (Yuri x Natsuki.)

Chapter two - To love?

~Natsuki's POV.~

I felt my face begin to heat up as I looked into Yuri's ominous eyes; she gazed intently into my own pink ones.

"A-And that is?"

"You can let go of me."

Yuri immediately broke the eye contact and went stiff in my arms, her voice was blank and her  expression looked as if she was emotionless. Surely she must have felt some sort of, I don't know...happiness for once in her life? She glared at the floor, as if it were their fault she had to have this exchange with me. However, her gaze softened when she looked at her wrist. I already knew what she was doing. Who didn't? We all heard her when she hissed in pain and then she came back hugging her wrists with tears in her eyes. It's obvious; I'm not as dumb as Yuri thinks I am.

"Oh, sorry. Pardon me for trying to help."

I let go of her and she dropped to the floor, she glared at me, her eyes filled with hatred. I briskly walked off and left her on the path.

"See you at school! That is, if you make it there in 2 minutes with how your wrists are."

I added a spiteful comment to hide my embarrassment but inside, I was screaming at myself to go back, to rewind time and to laugh it off and walk to school with her. However, that is the side of me I ignore. It's better to hurt people then they hurt you.

~Yuri'sPOV.~

(Mature language coming up for all those precious cinnamon rolls. :3)

I watched her walk casually down the street as if she hadn't almost kissed me. Fxxq her. I slowly picked myself up and dusted myself down. I was trembling with rage and felt like screaming at someone. I checked my phone to see if Natsuki was right. Shit!  I'm screwed. I began to run as fast as I could. I barged into the school and ran into my classroom, gasping for air.

"S-Sorry I-I'm late, S-Sensai! I-I was in a rush..."

Sensai looked at me and sighed, shaking her head.

"It's quite alright, Yuri, I can see you were desperate to get here on time. Just be more cautious of time next time. Take a seat."

"Thank you, Sensai...I-I will."

I sat down gratefully at my desk only to see a note with handwriting that I recognised as Sayori's. It read:

Hey, Yuri! I have to speak to you about something, meet me on the rooftop at Lunch?"

I sighed, this better not be another something that involves her losing her favourite pencil and not having a cookie today.

My mind trailed off during class as I thought about mine and Natsuki's conflict earlier. She held me so tightly, as if she were never to let go of me. Her pink eyes gazed so softly into my own. Her concerned, almost flirtatious look was pictured into my mind. I desperately tried to focus on Sensai, I had escaped punishment once, I wasn't sure Sensai would let me off again. However, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get Natsuki out of my head. She was...blushing? I'm not good at love. It's one of the few things I'm oblivious to. Her words were swirling around in my head.

Was this how it felt to love? Or to lose?

Wow, that was a long chapter. I'm actually proud of myself. xD I hope you enjoyed...and

Your cringe, weird, fan girl isssssss

OUT.