iT's YoU (MESSAGES SERIES)

My Hiatus

Okay Hi.

So I've been gone for quite so time. I've been in the hospital, had heart monitors attached to me, had blood taken many times, put on different medications, diagnosed with long term costochondritis, put on more medications, got an industrial piercing which is awesome, given a messed up school schedule, fought with my counselor, finally got my schedule sort of fixed, started senior year in high school, turned 17, had to go to normal gym which I went to the doctor and got a note saying I can't do any physical activity that could make my heart race or breathe heavy, put in accommodated gym, doctor told me to go to therapy for my anxiety, given another monitor for my heart, and learned the guy I liked is gay.

So yeah my summer was great and now I've been in school for like a month and a half I think so yay more crippling anxiety. OKAY MY SOCIAL WORKER GOT REPLACED AND I HAD TO TELL THIS LADY ABOUT ALL MY ANXIETY AND I'VE HAD TO DO THIS TWICE IN LESS THAN A MONTH WTH. I'm not mad I'm fine haha. Anyway I'm chilling like a straight villain RN and we've been blessed with some Zayn music so I'm going to start writing again. I should be able to update more often as I'm used to the medications which used to make me drowsy af before. Okay wow the lowercase f's in this font is so pleasing wow. I can see why my therapist thinks I got ADD now too. Hmm. Anywhoooo I wanna write about our Lord and Savior Zaynie.

Here's my industrial if anyone wanted to see. This is the day it was pierced but it's almost 2 months old now. Sorry there's a bit of blood and my hair looks nasty af as it's gray from dying my hair blue. My hair is actually really gray rn cause I keep dying it dark blue. I want to get my nose pierced and get double lobes next.