Setting; IDEK JUST READ
Taylor
I was confused, lost, and wandering the streets at four in the morning.
There's nothing to look forward too anymore. I'm just a mistake. Nobody likes me, everyone thinks 'Taylor only cares about the fame and the fortune and is a douche-bag homophobic' well that is certainly not true.
I care about all of my fans, friends, and most importantly, my family. I also have never thought of myself to be a homophobe, I love everyone for who they are and I praise the people around me to embrace who they are. Sometimes I joke around and say things that I probably shouldn't say, but it makes myself and my friends laugh and that's what I live for.
I think of myself as a sweet individual when you really get to know me. But right now I am not so sure, I feel like shit. Miserable even. I'm lost in life, and the negative thoughts will never stop.
Suddenly I was knocked out of my continuous thoughts when something; or more like someone, knocked right into me sending both of us to the ground.
"I-I am so sorry!" They said with a shake in their voice. I stood up, looking around for a second before I found my gaze right back at the person still lying on the ground. I lent out my hand as a kind gesture to help them up.
I couldn't tell if it was a boy or a girl, it was so dark outside and the voice sounded like it could be male or female.
I was taken aback when they finally stood up with my help of course, connecting our eyes in the movement. I started to feel that feeling that I felt all that time ago when I saw those familiar beautiful brown eyes I fell in love.
It couldn't be.
I was too hesitant, "Sh-Shawn?" I muttered out.
"Taylor!" He said as he lunged his body into mine, softer this time while embracing himself into a hug.
I hugged back, "My god, what are you doing here? It's so late."
"I'm on tour and I am performing tomorrow. But what about you? What brings you out here all by yourself?" He said bringing his voice to a worry.
"Ahhh.. The Sensation Tour! But I could ask you the same thing. Why are you all alone?"
"I was thinking.."
I smiled, "So was I."
...
"I missed you so much Shawn you have no idea." I leaned in, pecking his cheek quickly.
"I see you're still a gentleman." Shawn blushed.
My hand went up to his cheek that I had just kissed, cupping his cheek. "You still have those baby cheeks."
"And you're still obsessed with.." Shawn mumbled something but I couldn't understand him.
"What was that?" I asked confused.
"You're still obsessed with bandanas.." Shawn smiled grabbing my hand from his face and connecting our fingers.
"Is that a bad thing?"
Shawn looked down at the ground and then to our hands and then to my eyes.
"No, it just reminds me of.." I didn't know why he was being so nervous. He shouldn't have to feel nervous around me.
"Of?"
"Our first kiss." He responded, standing there with another blush that crept up his neck to his cheeks.
