~hooked on you~// Lessa and Jessa fanfic💕💕

"Slowly getting back to Normal"

Tessa's POV:
     I opened my eyes to green ones as they stared back at me. I smiled realizing how capturing his eyes are. You could get lost in them as you would get lost in a meadow filled with blue roses.

"Good Morning." I whisper

"Morning beautiful." He answers also smiling.

I blush and turn over slightly onto my other side. I inhale and slowly exhale as the pain shoots up my side. I close my eyes and hold in the stinging tears as they threaten to fall.

"Tessa, Look at me." He takes his hand caresses my check.

I open my eyes and turn my head towards him.

"I'm here. I promise it's all going to be ok." He soothes and kisses my cheek.

Logan then gets up out of bed and hands me my medication. I take it and lay back down. As I get settled back in, he stands there watching me, to make sure I don't hurt myself more.

"I'll be right back. I'm going to make breakfast. Anything specific your craving?" He asks gently.

"Surprise me." I croak.

It hurts to speak because of my neck. Peter really bruised my neck and my throat causing my voice to go in and out. Logan smiles and turns for the door.

"Don't you move. Stay in bed Tessa." He firmly tells me.

He's really been on my case recently for me trying to get up and move. I've tried most every time he's left the room. I'm tired of sitting in this same room for hours on end. I've practically watched every Netflix show and movie. I've read every book in my apartment. It's really starting to make me go crazy. I hate feeling vulnerable. It's the most horrible feeling to me.

Making sure I hear Logan's step fade away, I tug the covers off and carefully stand up. The pain is a dull feeling but it still lingers everywhere. My feet swing off the side of the bed and feel my fuzzy carpet beneath my toes. I push myself up and slowly stand. Holding on to the bed frame I try and go for a step to the bathroom. Completing my first step I go for another and another and another until I can grasp the bathroom door handle. I reach for the door handle and push the door open. I smile and take a breath of relief.

I gain my balance back and my full senses, I take a look at myself in the mirror. The bruises Peter left are still prominent against my pale skin. Being bedridden for a little more than week really takes a toll on your skin. Realizing that I need to be strong I stand up straighter.

"You're not gonna take me down. I'm way stronger than you think. You can try but you know I'll always come back on top." I mutter.

Feeling better than ever I shut the door and begin to take my clothes off so I could take a shower. I feel my old self coming through and pushing the pain away. Starting the water and turning it to warm I hop in feeling great. I take my time being more active but still careful. When I'm done I turn off the water and grab a towel.

Realizing I didn't grab any clothes I wrap the towel around me and open the door. I scurry to my closet and grab a shirt shorts, a bra, and underwear. Forgetting the bathroom floor is still wet, my foot slips out from under me and I feel the ground coming closer. The cold wet floor makes contact with my back, then my face as I land. I feel the pain increase in my back to the point where it feels unbearable.

Taking a few deep breathes I hold the tears and try to get up using one hand to hold my towel around me and one to push me up off the floor. Wheezing uncontrollably, my arm gives out and I fall back down again. Logan's thunderous footsteps coming blaring into the room and his eyes fall on me. I look up and make eye contact before closing them and looking back down.

Logan immediately jumps into action. He comes towards me and wraps his arms under my upper back and knees. Keeping a firm hold on my towel he carries me to the bed.

"Tessa look at me." He exhales

I refuse too look up at his eyes full of
disappointment and worry.

"Tessa." He says again grabbing my chin and bring my eyes up to his.

"Please tell me next time when you want to try and get out of bed. I would have been here to help you. Now first, which clothes go you want me to grab?"
———————————————————————————Authors note:
ahahahaha uhmmm please forgive me... I know I've been gone for a while. There's been a lot happening lately and a lot of crap has gone down so I haven't had the time to write another chapter until now. I tried writing earlier last year but I then got bored with the story and had writers block for a long time now. I'm so sorry I haven't updated. But I promise I'm gonna be updating now again. I've tried writing some other stories and I think they will turn out really good. I can't wait to share them with you guys. As of now IM BACK SURPRISEEE!! IM SO FRICKING THANKFUL FOR 3k AHHHHH LIKE YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING I LOVE YOU ALL! LESS GOOO!!!💙💙