Prologue

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As much as I love him,he'll never love me back. He's with her. The beautiful girl in which everyone loves. The girl with the luscious hair, big eyes, tall figure. Everyone asks me, 'What makes her better?' The answer is, everything. She is the thing i will never be. She has everything I dont. She has him.

Im not the skinniest, or the most gorgeous. I believe I will never find anyone to love me back, much less anyone plausibly like me. My imperfections are just that, impaired. They wont ever make me beautiful. Im called many things such as 'Attention whore', Outcast', 'Freak', 'Ugly', 'Never good enough', and most importantly, 'worthless'.

What guy in their right state of mind would like someone like that? Love me? Im too, disgusting for a guy like him. Not just because of the way I look but because of how I view myself. I have no confidence, or self-esteem. Why would I even have a chance with a guy, when I am a problem, an accident waiting to happen?

Why can't I stop thinking about him. His Eyes, his smile, his laugh. I dont know why i think about him so much when i know he will never feel the same. I'm never going to meet him, and he barely knows I exsist. I'll never know why I keep holding on to the thought of having him.

Yes I'm in love with a guy, but he's not just any guy. He's my best mate, Louis Tomlinson.

Hi, I am, Harry Styles.

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Well, this is a fanfic written by Liloscuddlebear1 and me. I hope you enjoy the future chapters, and i do not own these characters or their lives. everything in this book is a work of fiction. None of this is real.

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