Just some thoughts

Everybody looks at me like a monster
But I'm just a loner
Looking for a lover

They look at me with disgust
While I feel like dust
Will this be my last?

If I end this, would it even matter?
If I end this, won't I shatter?
Is this my only answer?

Do I have to do this?
Will it all disappear?
Please someone answer

I need love
Please make a move
A hole is sucking me

I'm stressed
I'm depressed
I'm not different from the rest