Ariel's P.O.V
"Hey Raquel" I beamed
She was wearing a white crop top that said vans club and white short shorts with brown boots and her hair was in a high ponytail.
"listen umm..... I am moving out."
I laughed and said“ you are so funny "
But something was telling me that she wasnt joking and when she didn't smile or laugh I let one tear slide down my cheek and said
“ Why? Why would you do this? You never pay the rent. I do. You never go grocery shopping. I do. I have been waiting for my birthday gift for a long time now. Remember my party? That was two months ago?? When you got wasted and lost your virginity AND got a std. Is that why you're dressing like a prostitute?? Hmm. And you owe me rent for the 18 months we've lived here."
She looked funny and started laughing. Oh she thought I was joking. She started screaming and I told her calmly to leave but knowing Raquel she wasnt leaving until I literally kicked her out. And thats what I did. You see Im stronger than her because I started fighting to take my mind off cutting. I got her bags and threw them out to. That was the hardest thing I've ever done. Besides being dumped by HIM. I can't even say his name or I will start crying. I went to go put something on something appropriate for what I was about to do. I went to my closet and pulled out a blue flower pattern ruffle skirt and a blue top that comes to my belly button and my blue Tom's and grabbed my writing book,phone,purse and half a loaf of bread and walked out my flat. I arrived at my destination :the park. I sat down on my bench, yes I have my own bench, be jello. I crumbled up the bread and threw it on the ground feeding the birds. They flew and ate enjoying their mini feast. While that happend I took out my song book and wrote
Cool Kids
she says I'm walking in a straight line
but that's not really her style
they all got the same heart beat
but hers is falling behind
nothing in this world could, ever bring them down
yeah they're invincible and she's just in the background
and she says
I wish that I could be like the cool kids
cuz all the cool kids they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids
he says I'm talking with a big smile
they haven't got a clue, yeah they're living the good life
can't see what he's going through
there driving fast cars but they don't know where they're going
in the fast lane living life without knowing
and he says I wish that I could be like the cool kids
cause all the cool kids they seem to fit in
I wish that I could be like the cool kids like the cool kids
cause all the cool kids they seem to get it
I wish that I could be like the cool kids like the cool kids
*ending of song*
Wow that was a great song, someone said from behind me. I literally jumped 3 feet in the air and was caught by my bestie Austin.
“You literally scared the sh*t out of me" I said.
Well its not my fault a pretty girl is alone in the park. he flirted .
You have a girlfriend I dont think you meant that.
I broke it off with her. She wanted me for my money and looks.
I said I will always have a special place in my heart for you.
That's when they heard screaming and yelling .
