OHMAGAWD I MADE A FRENNNN
His name is Owen and he's absolutely adorable. He thinks I'm cute (I'm not) and amazing. I'm sooooooooo happy.
I'm putting my little brother to sleep. He keeps looking over at me expecting me to kiss his forehead everytime I realize he's still awake. It's getting tiring. I don't like being mean. I can't be serious with babies for more than 10 seconds. I tried to talk to him in a firm voice but it went like this, "Bryson. Go to be-HAHAHAHAHA" I was trying to tell him to go to bed but my Brain made a dumb. His mom came in here and said "Bryson,if you get out of this bed,I'm gonna spank you." But the way she said it...dang. if my daddy ever said anything like that to me,I don't know what I'd do😂
I'm kicking him out of my bed and onto the couch because I like sleeping in a bra and shorts,but I'm not comfortable doing that in front of him. I miss sleeping alone. In my new house me and my mom share a room.and a bed. At my God dad's house I slept by myself. And I could suck on my pacifier whenever I wanted. I had 3 pacifiers. My main one was a blue,white,and red one with Mickey Mouse's head in the middle. *Sighs* I miss that one.. my mom threw him away yesterday. My backup one was a Minnie mouse one with pink bows all over it. She threw that one away a few weeks ago. And my second backup one was another pink Minnie Mouse pacifier with Minnie's face on it. I think it's still at the house,but I'm never gonna go back there so...R.I.P😭😭
I can't just suck on my thumb. That's gross. I could buy another one. I have 6 dollars.
It's 11:11 and I hope that my new fren is safe and happy.
Kk now it's 11:15 and Im kinda tired but I don't wanna go to sleep. I'm not in a lot of pain rn. Physically.
I still can't believe I made a fren....he makes me laugh a lot.
I might publish this and then come back tomorrow to write more.
I haven't published any REAL stories lately. I'm working on one though,I promise. I just don't know what I wanna put. I think it's a love story..? Not sure. There's some cutting so..Yee. don't get triggered (That's your warning. If you don't see it now then get over it🖤) I'm yawning too much. I'm cold and warm at the same time and I love it. I feel smooth but not confident. Tf. That's not normal.
Imma close meh eyes now..nope. there's this weird thing in my head and it's bothering the fuck out of me because I don't know what it wants. Oof. I'mma publish this and come back tomorrow.
