Atina

All over again

First I find some photo of my mom and some old friends . I kept on looking and my eyes meet with a picture " dad? " I said looking at the ripping picture
I take the pictures and went out . I take my keys and I started driving . I went to my friend house ." Cheyenne! Cheyenne ! Cheyenne !" I yelled in joy. But she wasn't there . I quickly get out without wondering what happened. I go back home and sit for a while . I need someone to talk . I can't keep all this to my self . Cheyenne is not home . Blake would make thing worse for sure . I can't count on the charmed for this one . I guess it's just me . I take the picture again and keep looking at it . A small tears get out of my eyes and all my rage come at the picture as I rip it apart .  " oh my god ; what did I do ?" I asked myself in shock " hi darling ." I heard a voice said " you must be kidding me ?" I asked as I quickly throw the ripping picture under my bed" mom! Your here early ." I said to her " I wasn't feeling well." She said getting some water " I'm going straight to bed " she said giving me that look . "Atina !" She said as I quickly respond " mom it's nothing ." I said as she backing away " don't come up with something about your..... that Blake ." She said " what ?" I asked dumbed " I know your heard me honey , he's a bad example ." She said as I put my head down " what is all this about ?" She asked " you were saying how Blake is a bad example or my dad ." I said then she turn back to me as it was the devil looking for some soul " you know Atina? " She take a small breathe ."Your father wasn't like this ; if you wants your father back in your life ." She stop continuing "  you can go look for him . She stop to take a deep breath . He didn't just make me suffer he also make your suffer , can you try remembering that honey ?" My mom asked as I just sat there and thinking " what's his side of the story ? He wasn't always like this . Did he leave because if me ? " did he leave because of me ?" I asked loud .
Mom come close to me  and put her hand in my cheeks " no honey it wasn't you. " she said in the nicest way she could possibly can trying not to tears up . Mom please don't pep talk me , I know why he left and your afraid that I would follow your mistake ." I said to her " then why are you doing it  Atina ?"she asked " what are you talking about ?" I asked starting to get pissed . " your repeating my mistake , that boy is not good for you." She said to me " so was dad." I said as I run to my room and slam the door . I sat on my bed thinking about what just happened " how did a small talk turn into a fight.   I don't know what to say or think jut crying to myself . I stayed crying for about 30 minutes then I open the door slowly . I open front the door slowly and get out in my tip-to. I close the door and quickly run . I run as fast as I could without knowing where I'm going. I stop to take some breaths . Wondering where I'm going . Why am I running like some crazy kids ? I was loosing my mind for sure . I quickly went to the woods and stop to think . That was the only place I would find peace and quiet . I started sobbing to myself . I Put my head on my knee and two minutes later I feel a hand on me . I gasp but I new it was Blake but already know he didn't care . I knew he was going to say I don't really care if I explain to him what's going on but what I want was to kiss him . I put my head up as he sit up next to me . He look at me I guess kind of feel bad but I don't know why . Blake being a little nice lately which is weird as fuck . But I like that . He come closer to me and kiss me . I couldn't reject that kiss . Especially when I needed right now . I wanted him to take all of me . I want all of him. We started going deeper but we stop knowing we were in the forest . We kiss again then feeling something slippery . I get up fast and saw " Oh my it's a snake ."  I said screaming . Blake turn into a wolf as I watch him devour that snake . He come back to me with blood in his mouth " are you ok? Did it bite you ?" He asked as I was about to answer I fall on the floor

I could feel Blake holding me . I was breathing fast . Trying to catch my breath . I could feel him running with me but why saving me when he doesn't love me? He Doesn't even like me . Why is that ? Why running miles to your kingdom when knowing there's a chance I would kill my self one day ? Why saving me ? All these question were running through my head as the blood run though my vein. I tried to stayed alive . How many time I've tried to kill myself ? I don't know ( that's how much it is ?) Now I'm dying by an Animal. I'm scared to die . I commit so much sin . Tried killing myself one time is a sin but multiple time is a lot of sin . If I die now . I'm going to burn . And I don't want to burn . I don't want to go to hell . I started worried and breathing faster and faster " hold on my love ; I got you . " I heard  he said ." I got you princess ."  I heard he said which if I was feeling good I would definitely blush with a big smile . I wish I could smile and pretend everything just fine just like before but I couldn't . I was to busy fighting for my life . " open the gate , the king is here ; open the gate he's very fast ." I could here them say
I close my eyes and enjoy the fresh air while I can . But I could feel the pain . I think Blake can feel it too . I tried not to think about him. Cause I know it would hurt him . I could feel him put me in the soft bed . I could feel the bite , it hurt why am I hurting .

Blake point of view

The snake did not bite her , Damn it was a spitting snake . It must if throw spit at her when she get up. The snake didn't even have time to get near her . I ate that snake right when she scream snake . " do anything you can to save her ." I said to my people " but she's a human sir ." The guy said " are you replying back to me?" I asked as he quickly puts his hand in his mouth " I'm sorry sir." That's all he said
I went to my room looking around for something that could save her . I will do anything to save her ; just like she was doing for me . I can't let her die . I have to do something . "I have to get the medicine." I said to the old guy helping me " but sir there must be a sacrifice ." He said to me " don't worry I'll take care of it ." I said to him " but sir , we must do it fast. She doesn't have much time ." He said to me  " it was Just a spitting snake ." I said to him as he interrupted " she have an enemy , the snake wasn't just a snake . There's not spitting snake in the forest ." He said to me " I'll take care of it ; just make sure she's alive ." I said to him
I get out of the room and went to get some air " how could I not know this? There's no such thing as a spitting snake in this forest. It must be The  Shrooms . I said thinking to myself . They must have come for me but started with the one I love " which is Atina . Just to get my crown and the kingdoms. I will put them in heir place.   I heard knocking on the door " Atina ?" I quickly asked " no sir but she asked to talk to you . " I heard one of my man said " I'll be there in 10 ." I said as they left. I know she wasn't well , why is she trying to talk ? I quickly went to the room " she was dead sleep .  I take a good look her . She was sweaty . That's for sure . Lots of wolf bite . And yet nothing . I have to do it . I get out and started running in my wolf form. Probably 30 minutes of running I finally arrive . I was crowded " bring me to your king?" I said to them as they approach closer " come closer you'll see what will happen." I said getting pissed " follow me?" I heard one of them say . I did as they say which I enters the shrooms castle
I look at the king who was sit down as he get up " look who come visit me today ." He said as he's people started to laugh " you know when I come there's no game ."  I said to him " what pleasure to see u." He said as he being himself I guess " one of your people , attack one of my people . You know the code ." I said to him " how did my people hurt your people ." He said to me " there's no snake on my forest ; especially not spitting snake . " I said to him
" I don't get it ." He said " that's mean someone puts your snakes to attack my people , it was going for me but got the wrong person ." He said to me
" she's a human ; she's not one of you ." He said to me
" hand over the culprit or it's war ."

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