Our Memories Left.... |K.T.H

Chap 18

-1 month later-

[ 7:43 am ]

Its been a month since BTS and i have seen each other, its just because everybody was taking a rest and tomorrow is the start of the preparation for their comeback next month and everyone is excited on what songs they will show next and to be honest im also excited hehe~

I was just sitting on my bed while reading books when suddenly what happened about jimin popped in my head

*sigh*.. How am i gonna face him tomorrow?

*FLASHBACK*

"Because I fucking like you kristine!"

What.

I stared at him shocked on what i just heard

He..likes me?

"Did i answer your question?" he said looking at me sadly as i see water fill his eyes

Shit jimin please don't cry..

I tried talking but no words come out,my heart is a mess right now and i don't know what to say..

I couldn't move too, I couldn't even wipe his tears falling

You're such a douchbag kristine.

I looked down not knowing what to say or do next i can't stand looking at him while tears fall across his face..i just can't see him hurt, his too precious and im so stupid

I just hurt my friend..
You're a fucking bitch kristine..

"I guess i have to go now, I've told you the answer,bye stay safe" he said forcing a smile as his voice shaking a bit at the end as he walk past me

Im sorry jimin.. I really am..

* END OF FLASHBACK *

I closed my book and decided to get some air outside and probably go to a nearby cafe to drink coffee as a breakfast

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After a quick bath i took a proper attire just to go around the town

As i let my hair down as it already has a natural wave on it,have i mentioned i have wavy hair? No? Then here it is ;)

I walk down the sidewalk looking for a nearby cafe as i saw a very cute one i went in and ordered coffee, water and a blueberry muffin

Mm~ im hungry~

I sat on a chair beside the window so i can look out while thinking of some things that go by my head

As i sat down i noticed a family walking by

The daughter and the mother looks familiar..

When suddenly something hit me

That's the little girl who was crying in the company building in my first day right?..the day that i first saw taehyung..

I laughed to myself remembering that moment of my life here in korea

"Kristine?" i looked at the cashier As she call my name
I stood up my sit and took my order i sat down and started eating and drinking my order and start reading a book named "our memories left" but while i was reading i really couldn't focus as "cause I fucking like you kristine!" kept repeating in my head as i see a picture of his face as tears go out his eyes

Aish, what can i do..
Kristine com'n focus
But how, if i made someone that means alot to me cry?
How douch can i be?
Why am i like this?
Shit,i almost forgot he's an idol
Shit shit shit, im so sorry
What did i just do?
Shit.

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I walk alone on the beach as i watch the sun slowly go down as the moon goes higher and higher

When the sun cannot be seen i started walking home slowly and taking a farther path where people don't usually go to, just so i can avoid noise for now

As i open the door i see julia already home from work "hey you're early today" i said as i remove my shoes "yup! Have you eaten?" she asked "nope why?" i asked back "good, i'll just prepare some food okay? And while i do that put on some more comfortable clothes, okay?" she said "okay mom" i said chuckling teasing her "whatever you say daughter" she said back as we both laughed together

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Hikhok