Tortured//Antisepticeye x reader

first time

Your pov
It's been months since the accident and I only talked to my friend once, she told me that she was ok and jack was fine too he was back to his everyday schedule and he told me to go with anti's flow and work on my plan, me and Anti we are a couple... Well I went with the flow and I am he's girlfriend now, I have to act all sweet with him but he is sweet to me and it's natural and this what makes me feel guilty, for the past weeks he wanted to go our relationship to the next level and I mean to the bed, but I can't refuse anymore because I think he knows something, now I'm sitting on the couch in my living room on my phone just scrolling through my Pinterest to find some home ideas, when all of a sudden my phone got taken away from me

"Heeeyyyy!!!!" I said

"f̧̛͗̽i̧ͬr͎̜̈st̮͒͗ ̟a̺̲͠ ͜͟ķi̵̡͉̔ŝͯ̀͜s̶ ͍̞͆ô̳ͅn̵̡̮͍̉̆ ͡t̹҉he̲͚͟ ̴͎ͦ͘c̵he̹͇̊̓͏̛e̷̽́k͇̞̅͡ ̰̩́a̷̓̋͟ṅ̴̢̩̪dͫ͂͠ ̨̣̝̎t͙̏́̚h̘̋́͠ȅ̠̖n͡ ̱͓ͣI̗͑̿͝'́̈́́l̬ͤl̶̯̰̑͝ ̫͌ͤǵ͉ͅḭ̩͑̍v̳̝̈́̀e̿ ̴̧í̕t̴̵̼͓̄͒ ̼̠t̰ͧo̘͡ ̸̞̐͢ͅy̡ou̒" he said

I kissed him on the lips instead and took the opportunity to steal my phone away from him, I got away and smirked

"Got it!" I said in a mocking tone

Then he pushed me down to the couch and got the phone out of my hands

"A̷͈r̠̮e͔̯ͨ ̤̀̅y̱̩ͨ̐o̖̗̍ŭ͜ ́̈́͟r̵͙̖e͊̏à̺͚d̫ͥͦ͠y̸̎ͬ͢ ̯n̨̪͍ͧ̏͢o̦̲ͩ҉҉w̍?̮̊̊͢" he asked

I had to answer....

To believe me...

Now

"Yes" I said and nodded

He took my hand and led me to 'our' bedroom now...

Well, there's no going back now

We entered the room and he closed it behind him, he pushed me to the bed and got on top of me

(WARNING IF YOU ARE GETTING TRIGGERED EASILY JUST DON'T READ, IT'S A SMUT DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU)

He kissed me deeply and grabbed a hold of my hands and asked permission to enter his tongue into my mouth which I gave him, after a while he pulled away breathless and a string of saliva formed

"Ĭ͏ ͢w̡͔̼áį̷̿t̪͂̒è̩ͥdͧ͏ ͉͝sͤ̉o ̋͑l̟̤͋͡o̷͒n̴̛̊̒g̴̖ͮ̀ ͔f̌̓͢҉o͞r̜̀͟͞ ̶͙ͣt̴̰̗ͭ̒͡h̓ͤi͈ͅs̥̣,̢̊̈͡ ̲a̛̒ǹ̡͚̻d̿̏̀ ̧̙͎I̶̜͓̋͑͠ d̗̾͝o̡͚͖͘n̢̺̲ͣ̍'͕̪ͥ̃t͍̥̋̉́ ̉͜ẗ̮̮҉͟h͖ͥ͊̀í̜̳͞n͊́̕k̡̮̹ ̩̀ͣ́t̤͙̓ḧ̨a̰͡tͨ͂ ̢̟̉͞a͞͡ft͇͑̌͟e̢̲̋͞r͗͛͢ ̸͛w̵̷̦̻͗͂h̞̪̅̇a̸̡ṭ̌̀͟ ̻w͖ͩ҉̧ẹ̬̎'̪l͎̠ͥͭ͝ļ̨̘͓͗̂ ̸̧̲͓̇d̢̞̽͒o̷̚ ͙̱̊y̰ͯ͢͠o̷̰̬̚uͭ'͓̳͝l̷l̵̫̱͑̅ ̱̺̃b̜̠̄̆eͩ͆͜͞ ̕͝ą̜̪̈́̆͡ḇͫl̝̿̓҉é̹̅ ̯̱̏̐͢͢t̺͓o̶̪̽̊̕ ͯ͟w̖̩a͔̅͌҉ļ̾́k̪" he smirked

I just smiled with my red face

He grabbed the end of my shirt and took it off, then he took off my jeans and now I was only in my bra and panties (cringe)...

I thought for recover to get a hold of him too for a little...

I flipped him off of me and got on top of him

"Now it's my turn" I said

I could feel his buddy against my ass

I took off his clothes and now we were both in our underwears....

Suddenly he flipped me over and he was on his four and I was under him...

He looked at me with lust in his eyes

"I̭̝ͫ̎̀͜ ca̻̓n̶͚͘'t̟̮͆͢͞ ͊͋w̳̭a̐ị̢̢̩͒ͨṯ ͉̟ͪ͏͞a͖̙n̵̤ͩ̿͘y̝͕̓m̷͝ö̡ͯrͩ͏͏ḛͥ̂͏" he growled

He unclapsed my bra and took it off, he went down and took off my panties with his teeth almost ripping it off

He took off his underwear and now he was naked too, he opened a condom and wore it

"ìͅť̻̖ͨ҉́'̪̳ͮ̈l̶͎͒l͉ ̷͕ḧ̡͉u̯̗r̸̢͓̺̈tͫ̆͞ ̶͇̹ͨ͡a̶͜t̙̅͟ ̜ͦ̂f̰̤ͪ̈i̴͔̚͢r̨̃̇̀sͣ́̀t͈ͥ̐ ̡̤b̡ͭu̢̨t̷͜ ͯtḫͅe̢ͩͫṉ̳̽ͤ͏̢ ͬp̶̲̀̑̕lͯē̫̙͢͠a̪̗͒ͯ̀͘s͍̮u͓͂ͥŕ̡̞ę̬̄ͤ͠ ̫͉́͞w̓i̶̐̀l̹̟͑ͨl̍̀͞ ͇ͤ̍͜t̢̲̲̒͠ak̴ḛ̢̰ ̰̳͛o̴͟ṿ̺͘͠e̅͑ṟ̢" he said as a warning and I just nodded

He entered his member inside me and waited a little so I couldn't feel pain anymore, after a while he began moving back and forth every second with more pace

It was hurting a lot because it was my first time

"d̛͎̻̐̂i̳d̻n̰̜͛'̛ͪ͘ṯ̵ͮ̚҉ ̹ͨ͗͏k̀n̗̔͏̕o̴̶̰w̝̳ ̴͗̋͠y̶͒o͇ͫ̕u̚ ̰̂́w͙̫͝͡ér̴̫ͬ͠ẻ̹̀̚͝ ̙a͋͜͟ ̓v̷̨i̡̭͗͑͡ŗ͓ͯ͠g̲̀҉i͐̿͞ṉ̽̎,̨̇ͩ ͒s̲̠͐ho̼ư͛l͕̼ͯ̏d̪̣̾͠ I͍͝͝ ͬ͐̀g̘̩҉o͂͂͝҉ ̥̟̆ͬ͏̷s̟̿̌͡l̅͡o̤͖we̠͡͠r̬̕̕?̷̗̙" he said and slowed a bit

"No, after all you said yourself that you'll make me not able to walk" I said sweating

He picked up the pace again and now he made more forcefull thrustings...

Suddenly he stopped and looked at him confused...

He picked me up with out pulling out and cleaned all the things from my desk and placed me there...

He grabbed hold of the shelfs and began thrusting again, his thrustings more forcefull than ever before, after some minutes I felt a knot forming in my stomach I knew what it was

"Anti i-i-i'm close" I said grabbing a little bit of his hair and throwing my head back

"j͊̏͏ȕ̝̚s̡̳͘t̢̢̓ ͉̏̾͜͡w̧̜̉͝å̗̩ǐ̞ͩ͞t̸̍̿ ̴̛̂a̭̺ͯ̚ ̧̢̘l͜i̡̤ͭ͝ͅť̵̢͍̳t́͝l͈̤ͮe̴̳͚͒͞ ͊҉̛b̛͎̱͜i̲̮͗́t̫̜ͯ͛" he said and now he thrusted worse and I could feel him fully inside of me

"w͈ĥẻ̔n̠̼ͧ̓̀ ̢̠̠I̢͂'̞͕l͎̭ͫͮl̴͊͝ ̝̪͊̀͝s̫̃ͦ͜ͅa͟ÿ̜́̈ now ̮̘́y̯̾̎͟o̸̖͔͆uͦ̇̀ ͦcͪ̊ã̵̭͝n͚̬ͣ́͟ ͍̕c̭o̵̭̿ͩ͞mͧě̟̮̂͟" he said and grabbed my hips moving them back and forth along with him

"n̗͜͠o̧ͯ͟w͞" he said and we came together while being a big moaning mess...

I felt the thick fluid running down my legs...

He picked me up and placed me to the bed and we layed together under the covers together

"y̆ͅoͫụ̸̌̕ ͕̕͞m̑́a͇̬d̙ͮẽ̞̀͢ ̴̲͙̐͏m̝͚̓́e̢̊͐ ̡̢̗ͥ̒s̸͇̒͊̕ó̭͟ ̡̭͇̓ͮ͞h̓͞a̬̠͟p̴̭̮p̸̓̄́y͑͢ ̱̚͜͝t̶͔́͞o̶͍͑ͥ́n̡̨̳͔i̟̕͡g̥̩͠hͫ͡t̓̆̕,͉̅͢ ̡Ȋ̔ ̴͇̇͠l̝̺ͫ͌o̟͑ͬv̲҉̀e͋̾ ͒̍҉̴y͍ͯ͆͠o̩͏͘u͢͠" he said as we snuggled

"I love you too" I said and we fell asleep hugging each other

That's today's chapter hope you enjoyed