PAIN EQUAL KNOWLEDGE
The most realistic feeling is PAIN
Happiness is just something temporary, shady,and won't last long
Actually I started to think that we don't really looking for happiness, we might be searching for something more satisfying, like knowledge,it satisfies us, captures us, makes us feel alive, and when we have it
We don't want to replace it with any good white lies no matter how much it's painful and unfair
I'M not saying that pain is a very beautiful feeling, actually I hate it but, I am just trying to explain why should we learn everything in the hard way?
What is the massive secret that life hiding, and we could not find it unless we suffere a lot?
Why happiness vanish so easily while pain leaves along life scars?
I don't have any answers for my questions, and recently I have lost the maining of life
Today, I will stop looking for happiness, and start focusing about what pain might give, and what's the thing that comes after it?is it knowledge? Is it wisdom?
No matter what comes after,dose it deserve?
And for now,I think
PAIN IS REAL
PAIN IS LIFE
PAIN IS EVERYTHING.
