Life As A Teen

15

At the age of 15 I had assumed I'd met the love of my life we'll call him "D".. at first everything was perfect.. well not exactly but to me things were. D was the one that took my virginity and if I could take me back I most definitely would. I was a 9th grader in high school, still slacking and letting everyone down. But let's talk about me and D's relationship. Boy it was extremely toxic and it last a year and a half on and off. I gave that boy all of my love and all he ever did was just tear me down. He was childish and ignorant but I loved him and I thought he loved me but that wasn't the case. That entire time he just used me, mentally abused me, and cheated on me multiple times.. I was young and he made me feel like I was needed and important at times and that's all I ever wanted from anyone. I feel like if only i had the right guidance in my life at this time, if only someone cared enough about me to that i didn't need a boy to feel loved that all i needed was myself i would've turned out okay.